Loving myself is been better for my health as I forget you won't or don't know how to love me
it's become less important to the strength of me
The gossip, hatefulness and jealousy has seen its best days, which are behind me
Self loathing is stagnancy
Self love is my currency

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If we're not growing through, we're stagnant standing still.
Is this the slow torturous death you had planned for us?
Or was your conscious seared somewhere out there?
If I break away is not personal, or is it?
I hate having to go alone and I love you ...but...
I love the creator of my growth more than this life.

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The criticism, lies and rejection
Wanting to quash my creativity
Have me hold in what's natural
Stifling, insulting, watching, mocking, spying, stalking, playing games with my psyche
Tapping into my technology, listening in, repeating back to, copying me, using but not choosing me.
Who are you really?

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Love is in essence a language not everyone speaks

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The opposition to
just be
gets tiring.

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Vested
making deposits
where it's safe
where your chosen
where you choose to invest
when you play for keeps
making safety deposits
Seeds
to be planted, nurtured, grown
Your hopes and dreams known
Where she loves him..
Where she loves you..
Where she loves them..
that's where they should be sewn

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How could flesh of my flesh grow to despise me in such a way..
I loved too hard, I held so tight, I adore endlessly
until I was weak
A quote I heard said, "there is no evil, only ignorance"
Have I been so ignorant to birth such inherent evil toward myself?
I may never know,
that's not good

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This world can be an evil mean scarey place if you let it but there has to be balance.
Sometimes you are that balance for yourself, for others.
Don't let those who don't know how to behold your beauty and creativity kill your spirit.
You are so bright and you always shine... even if you don't know it.
You are made for purpose on purpose, love and do not destroy your vessel. For he, for we love(s) and care for you.
Beloved.

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I think of you
You're on my mind
&
in my heart
constantly
with every breath
I love you

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As soon as you come I shut the door in your face. I'm tired of you and choose to no longer live a rat race.

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