Oh sweet family of mine,
How your classy facade
Brings enjoyment to others,
Mother always smiling,
Father always laughing,

But my glassy eyes is what almost gives it away....

The darkest of thought lurking in my mind,
A endless maize of depression,
It seems to never end.

Oh sweet family of mine,
I cant seem to be "perfect" like you,
It seems that reality dawns over me,
I'll never be your golden child.

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Dreams make you believe that you're actually living the perfect life you've always wanted but just to hear ringing of your alarm and opening your eyes to the bitterness of reality

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I swear the day we separated I never tried to dirty your name to others because I still cared for you and your well-being....But I guess we just didn't have the same mindset

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I thought he was the one
When my eyes met his
Sparks flew
The connection with one was there
I felt it
We were the happiest we can ever be
Until he changed
His lively eyes dulled
His smile turned into a scowl
I felt the distance now
I still dont know why he walked out
My heart slowly breaking with him gone
I thought he was the one

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You can paint a picture perfect but it will always have a hidden meaning to it.

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