Sleepless nights are not so sleepless,
When your mellifluous voice
Keeps hand in hand with the soul of the night.
Uncountable arguments yet sticking to the same answer,
So much to say yet to hide a few.
Some things are still unsaid,
Some feelings are still alone.
Still everything fades at night,
Still darkness feels not so dark,
Yet feel's good for the unspoken feelings,
Cuz I still have you
When I am with you.
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She was the love of my life,
With whom my life was everything.
With my head on her lap,
Used to look at her beautiful face.
She also loved me the most,
Gave me almost whatever I want.
But my tear dropped from my eyes,
When I saw her sleeping nice.
It was not a tear of happiness but a tear of
Brutal sadness.
Because she was in the funeral of her own
And I was standing beside her.
Today also I am crying
And the reason behind,
Is the last 'SELFIE' of us.
That selfie proved that I was having
the most adorable lady,
My lovable grandma.-
Crippled nights surrounds me with the reminiscence,
The time we hold hands together
Together shared our undressed thoughts of love,
Shared our naked tears of dread.
Everytime I held you, the times I hugged you,
Never really thought it was gonna be short.
Remember our kiss, the heartbeats,
the sprightly breaths, the touch of hands.
Those secrets you once told, were they even true?
Or just a wall you build for trust.
All the love we shared, all the crys we had,
Were meaningless or were true?
Nights are lonely, sky is dusty, everything is dark
Without you.
The tears, the sorrow, the screams of the ghosts,
My mind now is a peaceful palace of dead souls.
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Could I just stay here,
Wrote you a little poem.
Will you like to hear?
Maybe you will remember
Everything we been through.
Every fights we started, every night I kissed you.
Still those songs brings back those memories
Like I am looking into your eyes and you holding me close.
I don't want you to be memories,
That I will regret later.
I wanna make every moment count for the love we have.
Could I just stay here for the night,
Will you listen the poem I wrote for you?-
My feelings have started to crawl.
Demons are now god.
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
Everyone thinks I'm insane
But I want you to know,
I'm sane as I sing to myself.
Thinking of you while the sky burns dark.
I try to be with you,
But you are only in my nightmares laughing as I fall.
Talking with you in my dreams even after your words are knifes to my heart.
You crush me and throw me down but still I think of you so much.
They say everything is temporary everything will slide.
I wonder when this phase will slide.-
Let's close our eyes with each other's palm and walk all the hurdles.
Let's fall together and learn to get up again.
Let's jump into fight and still be together.
Let's sit down under the sky and watch the stars shine.
Let's be together....
Once again.-
Hey, I know it's been long,
Long since we hold hands and walk down the road.
Now I'm walking but my hand misses your soft touch.
I don't know, but the destination seems far away
And I have to walk a long distance with my loneliness.
Can I say, I really miss you?
I don't know but maybe I have lost the chance.
I wanna feel that much proud again, when I was with you.
I know I have lost the right now,
But can we please turn back the time?
Be happy together, just like before your last phonecall.
I miss you, trust me I honestly do.
I wish I could say you,
How much I love you.
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She is innocent, but she is crazy
She drives a bike better than any.
She lives of her own,
Yet she's scared of ghost.
She calls me and says
Hey I'm crazily yours.
She loves to ride,
And doesn't stay in fight.
She hears a lot country songs
But she still didn't drive to other country alone.
She's into beer like people like to be clear.
And dances like she doesn't care at all.
But you know the way she looks at you
It's like several waves at the same time.
She is little crazy,
Still she is crazily Mine.-
I'm here to say I don't love you like I used to,
Like I used to look into your dark yet deep eyes
And lost my way back.
Like I used to adore the way you bite your lips when you were stressed.
Like I used to walk you down the walkways holding your hand in mine.
Like I used to sing your songs and see your love through your soul.
Like I used to feel every second when you weren't with me.
Like I used to sit beside you and tickle you so that I can irritate you.
Like I used to tease you for every wrong words you say.
Like I used to cry everytime you hurt me and everytime I let you down.
I'm here to say I don't love you like I used to,
I love you more now than I used to.
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You look so pretty in that white dress,
With a lovely smile and cherry red lips.
Everyone's looking at you and trust me they
Seems happy.
You got so many wishes that fills your memories.
And a flower in your hand that feels a melody.
Eyes of you are pretty pretty and with a little tears of joy,
Haven't seen you this beautiful when you were with me.
Oh! Please step down the Aisle Cuz it's hurting me,
Look I'm here and now ain't going anywhere.
Look I'm in the same dress, the day I proposed you.
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