In front of the mirror
A reflection of who I am
My black orbs are dialated
The sadness in my eyes are evident
"What happened to you?"
Is the questions I ask myself
It all started from a traumatized heart
The deep emotions showing

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My biggest enemy is me
It all started from the mind
All the constant fear,self doubt, expectations started there
I want the change
How about change of mindset
And the rest will follow

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To know myself
Discovering who I am
Wanting to live under my shadow
Break the shell I have
And live free

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Live under the dark shadows



Live under the bright light

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In a crowded silent room
Yet my mind is in chaos
Everything I believed in,
Shattering before my eyes
Constantly lost in my wild thoughts
Searching for answers
Answers to the known

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Watching him walking out through the door
My heart shattered
Not once but a million pieces
I couldn't say, don't go
I tried to reassure myself, it was for the best
I wished I could grab and tie you down
For you to lie here with me, For you to stay
Maybe it was for the best

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Too naive to see, Too naive to think
Too naive, That was what it was
Or maybe just too stupid
Or maybe just too trusting
Didn't expect you too take advantage
Came like a blow in my face
Don't trust too much

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Am capsulated within a bubble
This bubble of love
Not just any love but yours
But sometimes I live in constant fear
It would burst anytime
I hate this feeling,
Hope we stay forever together
Our bubble will be impenetrable

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Show me and I'll give you real

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I had promised myself not to fall in love
But then you came along
You made me not only break my rules but bend them
You carried fire within you
You proved to me how wrong I was
After the rush decisions I made after being hurt
Thank you for coming into my life

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