This blow of confusion is so strong
that I've lost my ground this time.

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मैं जानती हूं किस्मत कैसे काम करती है।
गर जो मैं ठान लूं तो पत्थर को भी सोना
बना दूं।

मगर अफ़सोस ये कमबख्त पत्थर सिर्फ मेरे
हिस्से के नहीं जो मेरी किस्मत कि झोली में
भर कर भेजे गए है।

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That night I didn't sleep.
Again.

At the dawn of the celebration,
I was asking for enormous
strength, power and fearlessness
from the beautiful divine to fight
my demons in the dusk of evils.

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I often feel like Chinese lights.
The ones we decorate our houses
with in Deepawali.

I know my truth.
I look vibrant but vulnerable within.
I change my moods as per demands.
I feel useless in between the life events.
I am my biggest fear and enemy.
I tear myself because of my fragility.
I am full of energy but always drained.
I am just here to make everything
look beautiful but myself.
I am alive but dead.

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I'm being written with such precision.
God won't have to proofread even by
willingness and out of boredom.

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Pov: Horror confession

When I open social media
I don't see phenomena.
I see intensity of this iron age.
Getting bigger, wilder, messier.
It's not progress, it's torture
wrapped in a rare glass box.
In the name of evolution
It is stripping away our sanity,
innocence and wisdom.
Honestly, I'm exhausted.
Are you?

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Detachment is such.
You can't relate to your own words.

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The irony is people tell you to
take healthy decisions when you
are in mentally unhealed state.

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I'm not smiling anymore because I don't want to.

That's called end of pretention.

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I used to wonder how do one feel not being interested in anyone?

Congratulations.
You are entering into your psycho era.

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