How heavy the heart weighs!
If it is X, it has become 10X.
There was a time I sat with her, I talked with her,
I don't do anymore.
I teased her, she too did, but now we don't talk anymore.
Street foods never come like before,
The evening ride has left days' before.
If had been a day when shirt gets stained again,
And she picks up tissue to rub it off, and I get to stare her like insane.
If had been a moment when vermillion gets spread on her forehead,
And i too do the same, and hope to put it back someday again.
Her slight touch on hand while crossing road pumped then, adrenaline
Just a call from her even, made my mood to conquer the whole terrain.
Although some things happened totally wrong,
But time gave a chance each time to stand not alone.
She was a partner and a saviour before,
She is now a dream that cancelled my every tour.
Cigarette smoke put a closeness in our sense,
People judged it but, i didn't pay heed to them;
She called me stupid and I miss it now bad,
I miss her hit on the back of my head.
My bike has too fallen very hard for her,
That's why it once forgot to take oil, while dropping her.

(to be continued)

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One which is ordered at every blink;
Some make it a choice; others just hesitate to give it a ring.
In every pub, which is being served,
Too many hearts, where do sulk;
Some keep it within; some make a scandal out of it.
At every party, which is being served with grandeur,
Gives not always the inside story with legitimacy;
Some stay for years, some walk out leaving DVDs behind.
In every film, which is being toasted to celebrate,
Even while under complexities, too unknown to social amenities;
Some give out verdicts of shame; some accept truth realising any of its form, the same.

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I would have made new choices,
Holding back my grudges.
I would have whispered in your ears,
To not leave me behind,
Blocking me with fences.
So very much that i realised,
Loneliness, how tougher it can be!
Not again i want to face alone,
Empty house, on your valedictory.

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Sometimes it is difficult to get along,
When you are not what you pretend to be..
When all thy hopes shatter so slow,
That a dream seems merely a deception to not let heart wake up in morning..
Some nights appear so strange,
Lying on bed, when feels no necessity to rise up again..
Resuscitation when, is by mistake,
And living a day seems more of like a burden..
And it gets difficult altogether,
To breathe in, in a world, so very not mine..
Where things won't be in my favour anyday,
No matter how hard i try to fit in..
So much labour i poured in, failed to get any validation,
Suffering got a new name, with me now in its fortification..
It is getting difficult now to hope for a better day,
All those i come across, stay for, to see my hair turn absolute grey..

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Tomar kotha ar vabi na mon-kharape,
Eka bachte sikhe giyechi..
Tomar golpo gulo chire khai na akhon,
Nijei golpo likhe niyechi..
Abhavei prithivite chirokal lokjon,
Eka hoye beche giyeche..
Amio jabo thik avabei tomay chere,
Monta-ke bujhiye felechi..
Chhile kokhon, jokhon dorkare tomake,
Deke barbar ami giyechi..
Jhore gele tumio toofan ashar por,
Haath chere eka ami royechi..
Kotha chilo tumi thakbe haath dhore,
Taaramondol dekhte berobo..
Aj shudhu tarader deshe tomake ami,
Dur theke haath-khani dekhabo..
Rastar bhire tomake pai na bole,
Manush chinte bhule giyechi..
Tomar thikanay pore thaka briddhoder,
Sathe ami ghor aj korechi..
Hascho na, khub, dekhe amay tumi,
Moja bhari tomar boro..
Nije toh eka paliye gele,
Mohamarir buke rekhe hridpindo..
Khali rasta peyeo dekhte pelam na,
Tomar shorirer mangsho..
Pure ja chhai hoye matite mishe geche,
Jole-o holo na tar onto..
Shash oborodhe ghotlo durghotona,
Oxygen holo somapto..
Dushito ai somoy chole geleo ki,
Phire pabo somoyer ai chokro..

(~Caption~)

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Esho hey tumi bare-baar,
Gaan geye jeyo..
Dhuke ghore, bhitore amar,
Pran diye jeyo..
Bhebechinu khachar-pakhi thakbe koto kal,
Sei khachatei jibon pore roilo onorgol..
Abar diyo mukti amay, badhon diyo khule,
Tomar choron sporsho korte dao go gogon khule..
Na hoy jodi, nai ba gelam chere morter sthan,
Valoi holo gurudev, tumi roile na dekhte lokshan..
Chiter agun jolche aj sob, oshustho prithivi,
Kothao mitthe-prochare besto kutnitik sorolipi..
Jei desh ta amar-e noy, jani na jekhaner niti,
Sei desher-e manush ke bhul bole bolchi netader uukti..
Oti dhruto poriprekkhite mostishko aj noshto,
Kothay kokhon bolte hoy ki, jana holo na olpo..
A sob deshei tumio chile, tao valo tumi besecho,
Manush tobe bhule ki kore, hingshate tara ondho..
Sob kichu jure dhormer wool-e, sob kichutei prithokikoron,
He gurudev tumio toh chile, avabei chilo ki dhormer goti-poth tokhon..

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Shokto kichu raate, porle kothin mayaajale,
Tumi ruddho shashe joriyo na, matha thanda rekho priyo..
Ja boluk bakira bolte dao, tumi shono na kotha tader,
Ami jani parle tumi-e parbe aabar ante aalo..

Kothin oshukh shere jabe, hasbe aabar tumi..
Tumi dhoirjo rekho shudhu, futbe phir golaper tori..
Kanna-katir obohela paro ni korte tumi,
Aabar khushir jowar asbe, aitoh ami jani..

Notun bochore, notun dine rabindrasangeet,
Aabar kokhon behaya poth beche nebe otitt..
Dhorle dhoro shokto kore, chero na mutho tumi,
Bolo jodi haath rakhte pari haathe tomar, mondo hobe taate ki?

Valobeshe dekho aabar notun kore tumio ai prithivi,
Nei kolonko kothao tomar, shuchi tumi sotti..
Amra je jai bole berai, kane niyo na okaroner gujob..
Bisshashe koro bodh bhul ke, sottei rekho onubhov..

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You talk, i talk..no matter what,
Not a single conversation did us good.
Came with a hope, drank that with coke,
Summer is all now that we have got.
Too much noisy, life's driving me crazy,
No matter, which direction i take.
People obsequious, else have no rush,
To walk with, in this gloomy summer.
So i'm taking a little vacation,
Far away where chaos don't catch me again.
So i'm packing my printed trousers,
Gotta drive a long way, escaping like a Ruffian.
I shall not be returning sooner, any
I shall take a break now from all these allegory..

Ill-talks and chaos, unpleasant faults,
No matter how, they do stand strong..
I need a break, and i need it now,
A chilled beer might help me for some seconds in this qualm.
Dirty few rounds, and i'm out,
Then I seek for a route i never took..
Let me check-into a hotel, let me shower up,
You, in meantime, grab this little hate like it's not over..
So i'll be on a vacation,
After things didn't go all right..
I'll be sipping the wine,
Thinking about the messes we created in chime..
I shall not be returning sooner, any
I shall take a break now from all these allegory..

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As longings faded into despair,
Memories do make a round,
With glimpses of yours in background..
Turbulence in mind creating chaos,
Might have been missed since long,
The presence of yours..
Spelunking in dark, i bumped into you,
Had it been different if daylight had founded you..
Too much of disorder has already come up,
With darkness so around, life often gives up..
Faded us, still wait for colours to draw in,
Memories got a new sketchbook to indulge in..
Now before the days fully fade into night,
Before the city sees itself as blind,
Let the memories that hold you, paint my mind..
Let not it fade away, let its color remain bright..

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Sopneo tomay nai ba pelam,
Valolage bolatao nahoy atke nilam..
Ja kichu chilo tai shudhu akhre dhorlam,
Sesh ta nahoy tomar onuposthiti tei katalam..

Aabar na hoy sommukhin porbe,
Konodin, ochena theke nebe chine..
Mone korbo phele asha pother golpo,
Du-cup cha sathe hobe na mondo..

Bazaar ghure aro ekbar chiniyo,
Somoy-kaata na hoy olpo dhirgotitei agolo..
Golpo-sesher golpo jana ta koutuhol chirokal,
Sei golpo tai belasesh hobar aage shuniyo..

Aabar kon sakkhate dekha,
Aabar kon podokkhepe kache asha,
Se shongshoy hobar aage ekta diner ai kache paowa..
Aabar kon poristhitir shikar,
Aabar kon bhuler ohongkar,
Na hoy, bhule giye sob aj, kache paowa ai din-takei aalingon kore rakha..
Hoy jodi, tobe tai hok..
Goto ja chilo dure rouk..
Na hoy, ekdin aaposh-e kori,
Jani tobe thik, chaichilam setai aami..

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