I stopped hoping and expecting now.
Because, it makes me too much hurt when I'm build hope then it crashed again.
Like a shattered mirror.

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Love and hate is a STRONG word. And I really, really, really DON'T LIKE YOU

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292 days of waiting is finally over
Assalamualaikum wrt, the world welcomed you

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I'm here in the dark
Observing your slow movements

I'm here waiting in the dark
Waiting for the sign from you
Sign that you're ready
Ready to meet US

It's been 274 days since
And how long more we should wait?

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Here,
I'm lying down while hugging this bolster
My eyes are closed so I could pictured you
So I could pictured myself
That I'm hugging you
Just so you know
That's how I missed you
And of course!
I'm still waiting for the day
That we will be together again

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I never thought that I would yearn for daily-date with u even just to share an ice cream

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Waking up early in the morning next to you is a blessed

Lying next to you whole night with your arm as my pillow, our hands holding up together while sleeping

Those memories I will cherish and remembered for my whole life....as long as I still breathing

I won't regret having some bad days, some bad life experience

But I might be regret that I would not spend every second while still have time

I won't expect the future will be as I wanted to...

I only want to be with you.... FOREVER

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If I was ever did anything right in my life
It was when I give my heart to you

Amy Winehouse said in her quotes:
" love is like a losing game"
"You know that I'm no good"

As you said, and as we knew;
That life is short
Let me do everything for you
Just let me loving you the way I wanted to
Just let me care of you the feels I wanted to
Before it's too late

I would prefer "leave" before you
As I don't have anyone else except you
As I can't bear the suffer and pain
Of losing you
Or without you
I can't bear longing you
As you're irreplaceable
As you're one in the million
As you're my only one

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My love for you is like an ocean

Wide and deep

With full of unique creatures

And some unknown and mythology geeks

Love of my life

Don't you know

I'll keep choosing you and you and you

If the time could reverse

Or I've been given a choice

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When my tears rolls down from my eyes
I often think to stab my own heart
If that stops my suffer and pain
From missing you and wanting you so bad

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