She is the love of my life ,

But not in this life:').

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PRETTY UGLY

I'm very ugly
So don't try to convince me that
I'm a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day
I hate myself in every single way
And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured i will remind myself
That I'm a worthless terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love
Because no matter what
I'm not good enough to be loved
And I'm in no position to believe that
Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror i always say
Am I as ugly as people say ?

(P.s. now read from the bottom up)

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When you're
Not with me ,
You
Still
Are.

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Yet another day
I still feel the coldness of yo absence
Chills still givin goosebumps
Nights so cold and dark
Getting high won't fix these feeling
Drugs won't work upon habits
5 yrs have passed in silence
Emortions died long back with pain
Wanna roar out loud
But can't decide how
All through this time
Weed drugs being a partner
To help me move on
But now ik
I can't get over habits
It's here where i belong
Cold and full of darkness
All alone with nobody left
I found my peace within darkness
Though can't get to you
But oneday somehow
We shall meet again

Till then signing off
~In the lovin memory

“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”

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Karun tjhy ishq subha sham
Tabha hone laga dheere dheere sare-aam....
Yun teri ishq hume qubool hai....
Aur tabha hona toh jaise hume manjoor hai!!

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A broken angel ,
Ready to be healed ,
Easy to find
But hard to catch .💯

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Coz you didn't loved me the way you used to do🙂💯

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Fariyad toh bahot dabe h dil meh lekin use yaad krke meh rounga nahi .....

Arman toh bahot h dil meh lekin unko aansuo k jariye bahaunga nahi....

Baate toh bahot h tere mere beech meh ...lekin un baato ko bhulaunga nahi ...💯

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I’ll write to you until I make up for all that I don't forgive myself for.

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And in the End ..

She fell in love with him,

The day she betrayed him.

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