A RACE OF HEART AND MIND

I asked myself what to write ,will my thoughts fit into words ,
A fire they will ignite or will they be just absurd.

It's so much chaos and so much hustle ,
I want to stay quiet, but it's impossible .
There's a race between the heart and the mind ,
Who will win , only with time I will find .

The days are passing , and the nights are long ,
Because I think over and over to stay strong .
Will everything fall in place , or fall apart ,
Is it destined to end , or I have to begin from start .

Time heals they say , but it tests they forget ,
I have been waiting , and I only regret .
Put your heart in it , and it will come to you from the Creator ,
But the effort is the key , and the mind the key maker .

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The world is cruel
And so are the people
You were stuck in the dark
But no one provided you the fuel

You wanted to share your pain
But they were there only to judge
You tried to make them understand
But all of this was in vain

Their support you asked for
They instead added to complications
All you wanted was a ray of hope
All you got was your inner peace at war

The world is mean
And so are the people
Nobody is waiting for for anybody
But everybody is still waiting to be seen

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The sleepless night with a hundred thoughts ,
Words are falling short and difficult to jot.
Should I start with the distance between us,
Or talk about our meetings from dawn to dusk.
The fights we had and days without talking ,
Or the days with hands in hands while walking.
Somethings unsaid and thousands we said,
Or good times and the promises we made.
Nights like this always makes me think ,
Life is too short and can be over in a blink.
To stay happy and healthy is a blessing ,
Time and effort towards us am redirecting .
Like this thoughtful night ending in a beautiful day,
Another year of togetherness coming our way.

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Time is a such a complex entity!
Introspecting the past , makes me worry for future.
And speculating over future , makes me realize past mistakes.
But do I have control over any ?
The farther I look into it , the deeper I wander.
Into the light and the dark , making me happier and sadder.
Memories of lost and found , be it people , oportunities or relation.
Trying to put it together , to take my future to the right station.
As much effort I put , will I be able to change even a second.
What is in my destiny , or will fate rule over in the end.
But there is always the other side , I should reconsider.
It's not all written but waiting for me to be the writer.

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Caging yourself to stop the virus from uncaging !

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People are stupid and weird,
Always wanting opposite of that is served .
Expecting magic to happen,
But becoming self destroying weapon.
The uneducated literate ,
Want a company even to burn a cigarette.
In contrast virus is smarter,
Helping its kind to grow and prosper.
Accept and follow social distancing,
Stop the epidemic from further spreading.
Being considerate towards other ,
Is the need of the hour .
Support monetarily and morally ,
Stay safe positive and healthy .

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Life is not always at its best ,
Everyday it brings in a new test .
Expectation countered by reality check ,
And you are just a nervous wreck .

People can be mean and sly ,
Decide you want to be happy or cry .
They can ruin your life in a while ,
Be strong and just keep a smile .

May be slowly but life keep teaching ,
Never stop but keep walking !

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The sun shines
Outside the window ,
A bright day but
The state of limbo.
Perception which
Becomes stronger ,
True or false ,
Does not matter .
A change you
Expected hapiness from ,
Everyday you are
Struggling to overcome.
Morning after morning
Things go south ,
And all you do
Is assume and accuse.

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A sunny day
After a tearful night

A loving hug
After a terrible fight

A smiling face
After a gloomy mood

A fulfilling lunch
After a day without food

A hope is anything positive
After you have faced so much negative

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ANNIVERSARY

The first meeting
A year before ,
And a journey
Of 365 days more .
Changed from
Meeting as friends juggle ,
To happily married
Forever unique couple .
A year which
Changed our lives ,
A year with
Million smiles .
Each passing day
Strengthens my believe ,
How lucky I am ,
God's bounty I have receive .
It's just start of
A wonderful journey ,
Love and care
Would be our key .

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