Ki jab mile the pehli dafa tb hi Maan liya tha tujhe apna,
Ki jab mile dusri dafa tb phisal hi gye the Teri baaton mn,
Vo baarish ki bunden, vo chai ki suskiyan,
Kaha nhi tujhse pr Teri ankhon mn bsa liya tha apna jhn,
Ki thoda khoye the tujhmn, thoda tere saath mein,
Ki hosh aaya to tu Jaa Chuka hum khade vhin akele the,
Ki tere jaane ke gum se zyada Teri berukhi chubh gyi hume,
Ki tuta dil is trh ye tukde seene mn phs gye,
Ki ishq ki bazi Hari kuch is trh sb kuch kho diya tujhe paane ki arzoo main,
Jb hosh aaya to pta chla tu kbhi humara tha hi nhi is safar main,
Ki aage to hum bhd jayenge hain itne majboot,
Ki kr lenge apne hr sapne ko poora hain itne qabil
Or hn ishq mahubbat bhi um shayad lenge dubara,
Ki insaan hain hum thode Dil phenk kism ke
Pr kambkht bharosa shayad ab apne saye pe bhi nhi kr payen
Ki is qdr toda tere fareb ne humko...-
The year started with a broken heart,
A love gone wrong, a dream shattered,
A new beginning I thought,
Would achieve everything I could not,
And find someone who is hot
With a blink of an eye came March and I did find someone hot,
Over the cloud for a month, but then came April and the result of the achievements I could not,
Cried for a day and its June
And just like that came the thunder,
The heart almost breaking, the exam also nearing
And then came August and I had cracked the exam and the relationship code,
Oh God! What a relief this time I am almost there I thought
Study! Study! Study!
Here comes the exam,
And Oh has it been too long since we met,
But wait my love I am almost home!
And with a trembling heart and a shaking voice oh my dreams here I come,
But oh no the goal is still far it seems,
Told everyone to not keep any hopes,
But in the heart still hoping for some miracles,
Cried for a day and its December,
And what my heart feared is what everyone knows!
But looking around the love is still there,
The family, The friends, all still there
And I knew I could cry if I wanted to,
But I just smiled knowing that the goal is not achieved but some people I have found...
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Ab Teri yaad mn Rona nhi aata hai,
Pr kbhi kbhi sochte hain kyun nhi aata hai,
Ab terepe pyaar bhi nhi aata hai,
Or SCh khen to Ghussa bhi nhi aata hai,
Chor diye hain Tumko or humare Kisse ko Peeche.... Kaafi Peeche,
Pr tumse dost nhi reh payenge,
Dil Ki fitrt Se vakif hain apne...
Phir chahne lgega Tumko,
Rook nhi payenge khud ko,
Mana ki pyaar nhi hai pr Ab yaar nhi bn payenge Tumhare...
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Running away from my life,
I found you,
standing calmly like the ocean
Waiting for me to dive...
I thought I had found the peace to my restless,
The quiet to my talkative,
The serious to my banter,
Together we were like a perfect team,
Balancing each other,till there was too much to balance.
Looking back I wonder what got me hooked,
Was it the hope in your eyes that I wanted to believe,
Was it the happiness in your smile that made me forget all my pains,
Was it your perfume that smelled like home...
Perhaps it was the hope of finding my happiness that I lost to life.
You did not want a tag and I just wanted to be with you...
Just talk to you,hear you speak,
Kiss you till our thoughts got mixed,
Hug you till I smelled like you.
In the end the reality hit hard...
Except the initial excitement to call yours,
There was nothing in this SITUATIONSHIP to call yours,
Not your efforts, not your heart, not your presence...
But you turned out to be the most important lesson of my life... To never fall for someone who only has excuses and absences to offer.
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Long enough to know your worth,
To know you are stronger than you think,
Fierce than you can imagine
And worth everything you can't even dream of..-
And I would have killed myself to
Be with you but
Couldn't find you even in death.-
कभी बचपन के प्यार की तरह,
कभी किसी यार की तरह,
कुछ शिकायतें हमें उससे कुछ उसको भी होंगी ही,
तभी आ जाती दरवाजे पे किसी नाराज़ पड़ोसी की तरह।
कई दफा हम भी पहुंच जाते उसके यहां खोई हुई खुशि ढूंढने और वो गले लगा लेती मां कि तरह,
तो कभी डांट के भगा देती बाप की तरह...
पास ही रहती है जिंदगी हमारे हर रिश्ते में..
बस हम ही नज़र अंदाज़ कर देते।-
ये पल दो पल के साथ में जो सुकुन है इसको न छिनो हमसे,
यूं जिंदगी भर के वादों से रूह न डराओ हमारी,
क्यों डरते हैं ये भी ना पूछो...
के पूछोगे अगर तो क्या कहेंगे...
के जिंदगी के टुटे वादों के शोर से डरते हैं,
के दिल की खामोशी से डरते हैं...
के कुछ युं हार चुके हैं जिंदगी की लड़ाई ...
कभी कभी तो खुद से भी डरते हैं हम।
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अंधेरी रात में अकेले जाने में भी इतना डर नहीं लगता,
जितना तुम्हारे पास सोने में लगता है,
जो कहते थे शादी के बाद जिंदगी स्वर्ग होती है,
उन्हें कैसे समझाएं कि यह वो गुनाह है जिसमें कानून के भी हाथ बंधे हैं।
जो कहते हैं कि थोड़ा सहना सबको पड़ता है उन्हें कैसे बताएं कि कितना सहना पड़ता है।
ना उन्हें समझा सकें और ना तुम्हे कि शादी हूई तो क्या हमारा शरीर भी तुम्हारा हुआ...
अौर अगर हां तो क्या अपने शरीर की भी ना नहीं सुन सकते तुम।-