I thought if I could swallow the stars
I’d be as beautiful as the evening sky
I tried one night with fireflies
They burned my throat
Their legs striking at soft flesh
But my skin did not glow
No moon crawled from my eye sockets
I was left with corpses in my stomach
I soon learned I would only ever be
A cemetery.

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On the days when you feel there is nothing you can do to alleviate the pain and the dull ache in your chest that makes its way to your throat becomes unbearable, I hope you find the courage to take a step back and allow yourself to feel it. Allow yourself to feel the pain until it hurts a little less than it did the first time. Because what used to cause you pain may one day bring hope to others, and your story of struggles and how you overcame them will be their survival guide...

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To close all the doors
to this fragile heart
and to let nothing enter,
not even light
It will get dark,
i know,
but then,
being in dark is better
than
being in pieces.

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Value and prioritise yourself enough so that you don’t fall into the wrong hands.

Not everyone knows how to handle your heart except you, so be careful with whom you share your time and effort.

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You experience things with growing age and your understanding also evolves but this doesn't mean a child cannot be in pain, because for them their trauma is a big deal, for them they are facing something that's hurting them and it's okay if they feel something. Coz once we were also a child who had been in this and that's what made us who we are.

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Away from all of this Chaos and pain,
Away from explaining and waiting,
Away from expectations and hopes..

So yes,
may be somebody I will be happy again

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Early
Commitments
Ruin
Your
Heart

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Take care of yourself and give yourself what matters, what you deserve. Don’t settle for just anything.

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Comparison
Ain't
Motivation

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Yes it's hurts when efforts don't give results, but it's absolutely okay, you will come back to normal soon, you just don't have to quit trying.
Maybe the scenarios were different when you failed, maybe this time you weren't supposed to pass and it's okay.
Stand up and start again, yes don't pressurise yourself also. You can give up at any moment but first try and then let it be if it doesn't show the results.
If one doesn't work out, shift to other things, other works.
Life is a long journey of ups and downs.
But you have to live.

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