Pov: He sends you pictures of tiny flowers

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2022 July ME: Did we really overcome the pain??

2023 July ME: Yes we did. Baby Girl, you have come a long way with that soft heart.

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And the person you trusted and loved the most, pushed you to the death bed.

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Mere hokar bhi mere huye nahi tum
Tumhari ho kar bhi tumhari reh na saki

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Jaise jaise uske options badhte gaye, waise waise mai uski priorities ke list me neeche hoti gayi. Wo Banda Jo mujhe sabse zyada himmat detaa tha, wo dheere dheere meri himmat ko ghatane me lagaa.. Jahaan wo meri patience ki taareef karta tha, dheere dheere, mera mazaak udaane lagaa. Pehle lagta tha achanak esa kya ho gya ki usko kisi aur ko mere rehte hi apnaa liya, lekin aaj jab baith ke sochti hu, usne mann banaa liya tha nikaalne ka mujhe, aur dheere dheere tod Raha tha. Andekhaa kiya bht, aur jhagde kiye v, par qaid rakh to nahi skte. Aksar ye sunte aa rhe hain, ki apne pyaar par give up mat karna lekin ye kisi ne nahi sikhaaya tha ki akele lad v kaise skte ho. Jo chaahiye uske khilaaf hi ladnaa pad raha. 2 saal ho gaye, haa fir se kahungi pyaar nahi hai, bas sabak hai kuch shikaayatein aaj v hain, lekin aaj v wo cheekhein mujhe khud ki sunaayi deti hain, lekin aaj sehna thoda aur aasan ho gya hai.

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And that day he cried infront of me, because he was not in love with me anymore. And that broke my soul.

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Find someone who runs to God not to another girl whenever a fight happens.

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I want to fall in love for the first time once again. And this time without getting hurt.

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That boyfriend of yours broke your trust to such an extent that you now get afraid of a small conversation with someone else too. You are too afraid to believe again. Even you are too afraid to love yourself. It gets better. But somedays you feel like you didn't deserve what he did to you. You gave all your heart, your love, your honesty, your trust to him, still you are left. Left for dying. Why everything feels so wrong? He could have said his intentions from the starting. Why did he choose to break you to the core? What was the need to destroy that tender heart of your? And despite all, he is happy. And you are stuck in the vicious cycle of broken trust and trauma. May you recover soon.

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The worst thing you can do to a girl is to make her believe that you love her and then leave her crying in pain for your attention.

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