With every peak of achievement the end goes wrong and the present is ruined by a suspense for the next. Unlike to a toss of coin there are no two way consequences but a loop of disappointment follows back.

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With every misleading statement,
I've burdened them with conclusion that says, I'm a poison.
That would turn them blue with slow aching pain,
Leaving them breathless in void and despair.

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I stole every emotion from you
And now it's me, you can only feel
It was a decent Amity or opinion before
But a naughty you and me to us is real.

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I found my friend dead
And practise having their bite,
I was out of echo and
no voice left to cry.
Watching his hands moving with dead
Heart ,fungus out of its mind.
It was damn hard to believe
Until I found his letter which says
You are here now I can rest and
Please move on. It's fine.

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Since when did you started writing all this ??

Since I saw the mirror and devil inside me
Since I started to recognise life as a bait and not as gift
Since I accepted the way, I am.
"Fungus on head and motionless"

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After the happy moments I share the lost ruins with my soul,
I've not forgotten the past but surpassed my emotions and now the beginning for new is at ease as fear of losing doesn't bother me much.

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My blood absorbed those smoke and ashes
And my heart accepted those harsh words for my soul
Even though I know they were excuses for my weak condition
because of overburdening thoughts.

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From the dark stairs i've chosen my way
I'd heated up some hearts made up of clay
I'm not a saint who pray to feed, I hunt the prey
I've driven my name from a death note stacked in the grave.

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Sitting alone and chatting with chiseled bricks won't change your fortune, it would only give you restless thoughts that you are good for nothing and you will die suffocating in bricks of blames.

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When liutenent strikes and greens can't defend
When love defames you and practicing bothers your way
I'm here left with less breathes
But glory of words still join hands for you and pray.

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