The bright pink flowers, without the smile appear dull,
The freshly brewed coffee,without the talks seems tasteless,
A pleasurable affair without the presence turns into a monotonous chore,
But that's exactly how the future is gonna be, if only the heart would understand...

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There comes a point in life when you realise that Universe was never a friend, but a foe pretending to be a friend....

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Sometimes you have to accept the fact that you will never feel whole again.There will always be something missing,the shadow of loneliness will always loom above your head,the pain will always embrace you.
Despite all this,your brain will ensure survival.

You may or may not start to live again,but you will continue to exist!

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The desire to live stems from the delusion of being important...

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Sometimes, despite being aware of the regret that certain actions will bring, you can't stop yourself.

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Amidst the silence of the night,
The noise within becomes difficult to ignore,

The memories that you try to suppress desperately,
Start to play repeatedly,

The pain demands an outlet,
An outlet that just words can no longer provide,

The chest starts to feel tight and breathing gets difficult,
Only one thought dominates- Cut....

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As the sun sets,the birds return to their nests,
A worry slowly creeps up in the chest,

Her steps quicken to reach the destination,
Fully aware scenarios would play out in HER imagination,

She imagined HER sitting besides the phone, waiting for it to ring,
All the while fretting and praying,

Hearing her voice would calm HER down,
Finally giving the forehead a break from the frown,

One fine day the reaper snatched HER away,
The phone no longer rings,
No one awaits....

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If you want it to stop hurting either change your perspective or change the goddamn path!

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The word "detachment" always confused me.
Dictionary says detachment is not having a personal or emotional involvement,being indifferent,aloof.
Some people say detachment is what Saints do when they renounce the wordly life and reside in mountains or ashrams and form a bond with God.

And I realised both definitions somehow don't appeal to me. So being human I wanted a definition that fits my thought process the best.

Based upon my limited knowledge and experiences,I think it means to engage yourself completely in the moment yet be ready to disengage completely when the moment passes. It means to live every moment to the fullest, experience all emotions and bid adieu to them when the moment passes. It means to form a bond with yourself, generate peace and happiness within and not let the external circumstances dictate your internal functioning.

Detachment is not being uninvolved or renouncing your responsibilities, on the contrary it means to be completely involved , fulfilling all your responsibilities with this one thought in the mind that you own nothing and nothing owns you.

And that's when I realised this is a fucking difficult task.
Difficult but not impossible :)

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Does love exist?

Beneath the layers of lies, deceit, manipulation, betrayal can it even breathe?
Does it seep in through crevices of lust?
Is it the driving force behind breaking the norms, the rules, the restrictions?
Or is it simply named as the reason behind certain decisions just to lessen the burden of guilt?

What exactly is love and what's not?
Does it exist?

Maybe it does.
But the ones who find it don't understand it and the ones who understand it can't find it.....

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