When I was a little girl
I dreamt of growing up
I'll be free and have fun
Being fed with sweet illusions
Big people around me
Narrated tales from fairy world
Now that I'm grown enough
All I see is our confusions
How we fool ourselves
With hopes and vision
To accept life for
Its mass delusion.

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You're the first sunray
On mountain top
You're that gigantic wave
No one can stop

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With sun
I wake up
To smile
The same
Cause you fell
For my smile
Unaware of the pain

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A part of me
Died long back
I had a home so pretty
Nothing it lacked
But pretty things
Come with a price tag
Inside was dark
I lost my track
Rest of the world
Was colorful
I was in black
I fell in love with it
An addict in pain
One day I got unleashed
Ran as fast as I can
Little did I know
I left something in it
That I still can't have

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My head hurts
As I fail
To untangle
The mess I own
I don't know peace
I have tried before
But
I got defeated
In the everlasting
War
Wound and scars
Don't heal but roar
In numbers too big
To ignore

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As I walk through the forest
Monsters have turned into trees
Once I was trapped here
Now I roam fearlessly
As I walk deeper inside
Trees whisper low and mild
I see a girl fading in mist
My reflection is clear in her eyes
Above the earth and below the skies
She is my story of victory
Over the wild

- Ayushi Verma

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Our connection is fading
Wish I could do it better

I caught you trading
Yourself after saying no never

You were intoxicating
I don't bargain to stay together

I saw you tried persuading
After ignoring my letter

Now I m tired of waiting
Ain't no flower blooms forever

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In the ocean
You'll find emotions
Listen to the waves
Crash in Commotion


- Ayushi Verma

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Our body act
Fake all the facts
To the things I hide
You might react
I mistook you
For the past was bad
Surprised
I'm at the same place
That you are at

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Time is a fuel
We use each day
To burn ourselves
For work and pay
Getting stocked
In an ashtray.

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