That bleak emptiness,
The cold harshness,
This world has to offer..
Is hard to overcome I know,
This peak brightness,
The warm softness,
This life has to deliver..
Is there for us to become I know.
Keep getting up
Keep fighting on
Keep reaching out
You are going to be there in a moment.

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"I"....who is it that this being refers to??
This infant soul part of an omnipotent being seeks to know,
This candescent heart tied to the transparent soul seems to be the glow,
This adamant mind helmed with duties of the sentient dreams to direct the bright rays as they flow,
This being writes to the non existent...."I"
"I" is someone who is forgotten to the wheel of time
"He/She/They/Them" is someone who is driven by the force of life
"Nobody" is the end and the beginning role given by the scripts of fate
As the story keeps on going in an endless quest to find the hidden mystery that calls out to everyone.

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I am writing about my sadness,
But I am not sitting in idleness,
I am struggling with my ugliness,
But I am not enjoying its madness,
I am fighting the clouds of haziness,
But I am not losing sight of my prowess,
I am crying because of my distress,
But I am not sighing as silence is the best way to redress,
I am sinking deep in my dense emptiness,
But I am not reaching out as I learnt the hard way to be emotionless,
I am dying each time anew as I give in to my weakness,
But I am not going to quit as I come alive each time anew with cleanness,
I am running from my darkness,
But I am not a coward as I gather all of my light to become the brightness,
I am succumbing to my demons abyss
But I am not some saint as I awaken the devil in me to rule over their carcass,
I am alleviating my heart from its heaviness,
But I am not going to leave my scattered pieces to numbness,
I am strengthening my mind to attain calmess,
But I am not going to turn my chaotic thoughts to nothingness,
For I aim to become a tree of cypress,
Who remembers everything to turn it into a new nothing which stays evergreen and endless.

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I am sad I know....yeah!!
I am bad at showing it....yeah!!
I am glad to write about it....yeah!!
I have had enough of this gloom....yeah!!
I was blind to the truth....I swear!!
I was kind to the lie....I fear!!
I was bind to the shackles of my loath....I bear!!
I have to find fresh ground for my heart to bloom....I dare!!

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Realizing you have a diamond heart,
Seeking happiness is your instant start,
Leaping with faith as if there ain't a thing that can break you apart,
Blinding you with glittery shine comes their treacherous shot of diamond dart.

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If you are the king of your sunny castle..
made of shiny gold..
touching the heavenly sky,
Then I am the knight of my shadowy empire..
made of dark titanium..
touching the hellish rockbottom.

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He scrolls down a screen full of contacts,
He looks at all kinds of faces trying to put up their acts,
He seems worried looking for the hidden facts,
He finds a face so simple whose smile got his endless thoughts warped in tiny extracts,
He realizes protecting that smile became his secret diary of pacts,
Since then he never found a face so innocent that could make him stop writing his diary full of art abstracts.

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In this life so vast,
Your being is too small,
If you want to run from your horrific past,
You have got to break your invisible wall,
If your mind goes dark by the shadow you cast,
You have to blaze up your heart as a beacon of light ball,
If you get pushed to be the last,
All you are going to do is learn to stand tall.

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Unbeknownst to the epiphany of his origin,
Anguished by the tyranny of his past he was locked in,
Lavished by the symphony of his heart his present got him singing,
Closest to the periphery of his mind his bright future had him dancing.

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Stories say slow and steady wins the race,
I say that I am slow and not steady with a straight face,
Unlike this blinded society I am not crazy about that rat race,
I know my ability and accept my reality with grace,
Just cause I am not out there sweating on a wild goose chase,
Doesn't mean I am in here chilling in the comfort phase,
There you all are attracted to that fake glittery light lacking happiness,
Here I am attracted to this true glowing light of my phone screen writing my happiness.

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