words started crawling out of my mind
after weaving the webs of imagination,
which used to trap stray thoughts at night.
The restlessness of the thoughts
on the strings of the woven imagination,
forced my hands to write,
the story of their great escape,
from my preoccupied, riddled mind.-
EngineerЁЯОУ
рдХреА рдореИрдВ рд╕реБрди рдирд╣реАрдВ рдкрд╛рддрд╛ рдЙрд╕рдХреА рдЖрд╡рд╛рдЬрд╝
рдореЗрд░реА рдзрдбрд╝рдХрдиреЛрдВ рдХреЗ рд╢реЛрд░ рдореЗрдВ ред
рдХреА рдЙрд╕рдХреА рдореБрд╕рдХрд╛рди рддреЛ рдирдЬрд░ рд╕реЗ рд╣рдЯрддреА рдирд╣реАрдВ
рдФрд░ рдЙрд╕рдХреА рдЖрд╡рд╛рдЬрд╝ рдореБрдЭреЗ рдпрд╛рдж рдирд╣реАрдВ ред
рдХрд┐рд╕ рдмрд╛рдд рдкреЗ рд╣рд╕реА рдереА рд╡реЛ,
рдХрдм рдереЛрдбрд╝реА рд░реВрда рдЧрдИ рдереА ред
рдХреИрд╕реА рджрд┐рдЦ рд░рд╣реА рдереА рдпреЗ рддреЛ рдмрддрд╛ рджреБрдВрдЧрд╛ рдкрд░,
рдХреНрдпрд╛ рдкрд╣рдирд╛ рдерд╛ рдЙрд╕рдиреЗ рдпреЗ рдореБрдЭреЗ рдпрд╛рдж рдирд╣реАрдВ ред-
The truth will not disappear,
that the nights would be less bright,
the mornings wonтАЩt feel right
and you wonтАЩt see the same spot as me
at the same time.
The sky would hang lose,
Tides wonтАЩt follow rules
and everything you know, will die.-
рдЬреЛ рдирд┐рдХрд▓реЗ рдереЗ рд╕рдЪ рдХреА рддрд▓рд╛рд╢ рдореЗрдВ ,
рдЭреВрда рд╣реА рдЭреВрда рдорд┐рд▓рд╛ рд╕рдЪ рдХреА рднреА рд▓рд╛рд╢ рдореЗрдВ ред
рд╕рдЪ рдХреЛ рдХрд┐рд╕рдиреЗ рдорд╛рд░рд╛ рдЖрдЦрд╝рд┐рд░ рдХрд┐рд╕рдХрд╛ рдерд╛ рдпреЗ рдЧреБрдирд╛рд╣ ?
рдкрддрд╛ рдЪрд▓ рдЧрдпрд╛ рд╣реЛрдЧрд╛ рдЙрдиреНрд╣реЗрдВ рдХреМрди рдерд╛ рд╡реЛ рд╕рд░рдЧрдиреНрд╣рд╛ ред
рд╡рд╛рдкрд╕ рд╣реА рдирд╛ рдЖрдП рдореБрдЭрддрдХ рдореЗрд░реЗ рд╣реА рдЦреНрдпрд╛рд▓ рдореЗрд░реЗ ред
рдЦреЛ рдЧрдП рдЙрд╕реА рд░рд╛рд╕реНрддреЗ рдореЗрдВ рдЬрд┐рд╕рдореЗ рдХрд╝рд╛рддрд┐рд▓ рдХреЗ рдереЗ рдЫрд╛рдк рдорд┐рд▓реЗ ред-
you need me more than you want me.
When I am not just one of the options.
When it rains and the dust settles.
When the leaves fall and reappear.
Not like a jolting memory at 3 am,
painful and uncomfortable
but like an afternoon thought,
recurring and sustainable.
-
Unlike me, you are a free spirit, born to explore the world.
Unlike me, you are not tied down by your own thoughts.
I cannot imagine bringing your spirit down even a little. You won't be able to fly as high with the weight of my thoughts and responsibilities.
Your happiness is bigger than my own selfish desire to be with you. So I won't even try.
I will burn inside for sure but every time I will see you smile, the heat will dissipate and I will be at ease knowing what I have saved.
Yours truly,
Side character-
рдкреНрдпрд╛рд░ рддреЛ рд╕рднреА рдХреЛ рдорд┐рд▓рддрд╛ рд╣реИ,
рдмрд╕ рдХрд┐рд╕реА рдХрд╛ рдХрд┐рд╕реА рдХреЛ рдорд┐рд▓рддрд╛ рд╣реИ |-
Whether I am with you,
whether I am without,
weather never changes,
we keep moving on.
Whether I try my best,
whether you give it all,
we might not end up together,
we might not be "us".-
Silence is the language of the unheard.
It sounds pretty strange.
I could comment on it a little more
If i could explain what I felt.
Sometimes it's inaudible,
Sometimes it screeches like hell.
Sometimes it resides within us,
Sometimes it's everywhere.-
I have been to the mountain.
I have been to the sea.
Met many people
yet here are we.
Standing a feet apart,
looking into the eyes.
What do you see?
You see you
and I see me.-