Homesick
Nostalgic
Lonely.....



Everything is different here,
Away from home it's a different world,
Maybe they are too varied,
Or maybe I'm too reserved.
Never can I adjust I feel,
Or the adjustments might change me.
The isolation creeps in at times,
Making me downhearted.
Take me away,
To where I stood happy
To where I left my people,
To where I belong.

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Ever felt so trapped?
When you feel like finally giving up
When situation is at it's worst
You start hating your life day by day
When you are so lost that you can't even find yourself
Hope might exist,
But you can't seem to afford it
Cause right now you're dead
Nothing seems to help
You wanna cry
You wanna blame
But whom?
Yourself or the cause?
You try, but also you're afraid to try harder
All in ruins
That one single thing haunts you
Every day every night
Sadness and pain is what you find
All you think about is getting out.
But how?
That question keeps burning.
How bad could it be?
Trust me, nothing can be worse.
It's suicidal.

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Darkness
Inside you
Is deep, very deep
I can't reach it
I try to, and I fail
You are shady and
Mysterious
In a way.. I don't understand.
But I'm​ drawn towards it
every single time.

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Don't just look for love,
Look for understanding
Look for responsibility
Look for support
Look for compatibility
Love will by itself, flourish

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Dreams:
I'm yours and you're mine.


Reality:
The same dream becomes a nightmare.

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Maybe it's okay to feel this way
Maybe it doesn't matter what people say
Maybe it's usual for the emotions to play
Maybe....
Well, Anyway.
When uncertainties shake you to your cores
When it's no more about the if & the fors
Maybe this is what really happens,
When u love someone who can never be yours.

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You can't see it,
But she has it in her.
Trust me, she does!
Highly inflammable.
Make the spark,
And her fire can burn you to your bones.

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Yes I'm broken, into pieces you can never count.
Yes, I want you to be with me,
Can't say you though cause I'm bound.
I will go away,
I won't let u stay...
Pain is all that I can give.
But without me,
I see a life you can happily live.

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Your bewildering love lead all the way to my soul.

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Please take me back in time
To that night when you were mine,
When we stood beneath the stars
And that world so unkown felt like ours.

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