I was born
To upturn
The balance of normal.

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I'm angry-
At the world
With myself
For unknown future
And failed trials

I'm angry-
I'll find the reason
For God
Soon

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This solitude
Filled with known faces
Overwhelming the sounds of happy
Molecules of melancholy
Thoughts caused
Everyone has their madness
Challenging their lucidity
The lone voice sings in my head
Your sadness is not special.

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I walk the streets,
Crowded to the left with humans
And to it's right with ghosts
I am the in-between
Alone I stand
Clothed by my triggers
Trauma calls my name
Unaware of the groaning voices
Bereft of hearing
I am the forgotten
What shall I acquire to be known
The length of knowledge eludes me
All depart
When they know I'm of nothing
I am the unwanted.

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You were drowning
You couldn't see
That I was ready to drown
With You
To plunge into nothingness
Your darkness engulfed you
That you couldn't see I was your shade
Shadowing you
To be whatever you were
To go wherever you went
To be whoever you became
But you drowned alone into the darkness
You
Left me to the damning sunlight.

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The best way to EXPAND
Is to GROW

The best way to GROW
Is to LEARN

the best way to LEARN
Is to PARTICIPATE.

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You can't wait
Until Life
Isn't hard anymore
Before you decide
To be Happy.

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I'm crying
With no reason to blame
My mood jumps in joyful acclaim
But my tears sing a different tale
Is there a sorrow hidden in the future
Or a betrayal my heart tucked away
To ruin joyful days as these
Is this the way the body heals itself
When the broken shards overflow the fill
I'm crying
With no reason to blame.

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I want to be out
Running in the cold
Cradling it around my framed troubles
Like a blanket with no beauty
I want to hide
In the freezing wind
Throwing it as a shield against my broken mind
I want solace
Outside this space called Here.

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Love God Again


Love Awe better

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