Lets pretend we're strong
Lets pretend we are happy
Lets pretend we don't care
Let's pretend and someday
maybe it will actually become reality-
We still be asking "WHY" even though we know we'll never get a REASON.
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When I can't deal with it
I pretend it's not there
Like it never happened
And thing's are still ok
I don't know where will it lead me?
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I come back to her
The younger me
How carefree and how confident
I come back to her
When I’m out of hopes and energy
I see her quotes and her stories
How stupid and how insane
And yet she makes me smile
Out of embarrassment not to mention
But the way she thought,
Directly out of her heart ( of course never brain),
She wrote
I miss her, miss being that confident
But somewhat proud as well,
She has come a long way, hasn’t she?-
Its past 12am now,
I’m alone, finally reading the novel
I’ve been waiting for so long to begin.
I often find you in the books
Similar words and similar actions
It brings you closer to me
Like I’ve got to live you again
However,
The endings are tough for me
Happy endings,
Which we could never had
Reminds of all those bad days at the end
For which, to escape,
I began the book in the first place.-
Kuch cheeze khudko acha mehsoos karane k liye bhi kar leni chahiye
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I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter-