Dard ka allam ye hai ki mai lafzon ke bhane sai apne dard sunati hu aur log us pr wah wah kr taliyan bja diya krte hAi
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She wanted to say 'DONT LEAVE ME' but she couldn't do it,not again coz she was so tired of begging people to love her.
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Ungliyaan meri wafa par to na uthao logon,
Jise ho ishq wo mujse nibha kr dekhe-
He's a storm
And Storm is devastate
But everytime he hurts u
U hold ur breath n bear the hurricane
Repeating to urself -
ONE MORE CHANCE ONE MORE BREATH
Just ONE MORE n u will fix him
Until one day u cant hold ur breath anymore
N u are half a stormy evening
One tear stained night
2minutes n 5 seconds away frm breaking down
N u realise u cant fix anyone not until u fix urself .-
Uh think uh can define me
that i am a tick in jst one box
like my being is a door that a single key unlocks
but let me tell uh smthng
i hv a universe inside i hold an untamed ocean with a constant changing tide
i am home to endless mountains with the tips that touch
the sky flocks of grand migrating birds and deserts harsh and dry
i house the wildest rivers and a host of sweeping planes
i feel in waves of sunshine or in unrelenting rains
dont tell me that uh know me
that 'this right here is what uh are'
i am the universe in motion
for i was born from stars.-
Sometimes there is nothing uh can say at 2 am uh were pathetic for wanting to call them with tears in ur eyes and its even worse that ur voice shakes when uh try to speak uh r trying best not to show ur weakness to them but uh know how nice it would be to not cry alone but remember its 2 am and uh dont want tk ask for help coz uh r too buzy trying to convince urself that uh will get better all on ur own
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I have spent years making shit complicated for myself for staying with men who either weren't able or simply didnt want what i needed or what i wanted.Fighting,arguing,crying,screaming,trying..so much trying.Repeating myself ....OMG all i fucking did was repeat myself over n over again.And why?for what?At work, stressed and crying in the bathroom stall.At home tossing and turning in my bed tormenting myself with ''why is he treating me this way''?Questions. Fucking stupidness..n i m over it.I have a good heart n i am nt giving it to any more men who prove that they dont deserve it.This vicious cycle started with me allowing it all to keep happening and i am ending it with me not allowing it to happen again.I absolutely didnt knw my worth back then but now when i do there will be no settling or feeling guilty or standing firmly in my wants and needs.I am not asking for a man to move fucking mountains for me,i am asking for the very same things they want from me.Uh want love,loyalty,peace of mind,respect and happiness?well so the fuck do I! So if uh cannot give me the same shit uh are asking for then uh have gotta GO.No more complications.Uh either will or wont. N if uh wont its gud
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It started with one of the most beautiful feelings in the world but i never thought that it would end with the worst feeling ever,full of regrets.I believed uh that uh luv,i believe uh that uh would stay,i believed uh that uh would at least hurt me less but uh broke my trust ,my faith in humanity and the fact that luv is real.I crave for ur luv i crave for ur presence whenever i cross ur area it reminds me of uh and my breaths pinch me,my heart hits me,my heart has already shattered and my mind keeps stitching memories.It doesnt matter how far have uh gone the lines of ur palm are still visible on mine my arms are still open waiting for uh to come and get fit in them.please take all of ur wounds or tell me hw to live with the pain coz its getting hard day by day,night by night,hour by hour,second by second.
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Now,i am walking away and try my best to never come back on the same road.I convince my heart the same thing every single night however it never works,want to burn the memories uh gave me
I hope uh will stay happy wherever uh go with whomsoever uh be.Never forget tk wear ur pretty smile coz that wt made me fall for uh.I will try not to miss uh,i will try not to luv uh anymore.
GOODBYE☺
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You dont see,
But she does weep.
You cant ever feel
How much she tends to feel
You alwayz fail to realise
What uh are in her life
Maybe once she dies
Uh come to knw abt her life
Maybe at that time uh read all the sorrows she hide
when she closes her eyes
on that day of her demise
She'll still long for ur touch
She will year for her paradise.-