Kya soch ke likhna shuru kiya maine
Kya soch ke likhti hu
Paheli h mann mera
Uljhan m socha karti hu
Kya hoga zindagi m
Kya krna h sab kuch krke
Khaak se bne h khak hona h
Mukhtalif se sawal liye
Jawab ki muntazir bne baithi hu

Akelepan m sukoon aata h
Khud ke saath jeene ki aadat banae baithi hu
koi milta hi nhi khud jaisa
Shayad isliye khud ko dost bnake rakhi hu

Kitni haseen h zindagi
Khud ke saath waqt guzar ke ehsaas hua
Lafzon ke jaal m phass ke
Khud ko paane ka ehsaas hua

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I realised how worthy I am
Self love is so important
cause at the end it's just me with myself

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Kch ranjishein h dil m
Muhabbat yuhi badnaam nhi
tanha pasand logon se pucho
Tanhai yuun aam nhi
Zaroori nhi logon ka saath hi zaroori ho
Asli nasha to h bs kisi ki yaad m hi

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Mamuli sa lagne laga jahan saara
Jis din khud ko sukoon se khud ko dekha Maine
Ye tarashi Hui aankhen
Ye bikhre hue Baal
Befikre se chehre m chhupi harazon khwahishat
aam sa wajud aam si baatein lagi sabko
Jo smgha mera mukhtalif mijaaz
Use lagne laga mera wajood hi ek Raaz.

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It was a different sunrise
As if sunshine kissed my eyes
People wondering the day is different
As sun shined like his lover was present

Roots were streched
Tree looked so beautiful
As asking for a hug
From that one beautiful girl

She passed by a plants
Flower bloomed from a glance
opening their petals
Asking for a dance

The clouds too came
to give some love sign
Rain started
As if drops calling her mine

She thought no one loves her
And that's how nature cleared her deception
showing every creature was in love with her

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Tangled mind
Striving thoughts
Ohh...I am eighteen now!
Everyone said you are grown up now
Rough times are just a temporary part
Yet no one discussed what's going on....
Was feeling like school education is waste
Suddenly parents asked about college
Fighting with the thoughts
Seeing friends change
Above all these we have also a parents dream to chase
Getting in trouble for being who I am
World is just an exhibition of double face
Time forced to grow up fast
And suddenly my childhood was lost..

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To become a inspiring girl
To chase my dreams
To achieve my self love
To come out from comfort zone
To live my life at fullest
To get everything I dreamed for
To achieve a lot
I just became poet.

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Leaving Home
Ask me what leaving HOME feels like
That walls and rooms are just fixed in my eyes
My comfy room and my family
For them everything can be sacrificed.

Education, Career, Academics
Fight for University
and that fear of being unemployed
Changed everything
Made me move to a totally
Strange city.

It was my wish to be called 'Alig'
But now it's feel like to back in my life.
I was excitingly waiting for that day to go back home
But it's seems like I don't want to go
All those strong emotions I created
Seems scattering
It will be so difficult to come back again
After I will spend golden vacation days.
Living with my family like before
Will make me more weak now.

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WHO I AM?
You might never know
because a writer can be many person at a time and might be none of them

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The Memories
Which makes me so sad.
Seeing photos recaps and stories highlights
Are the worst part of our life
Happy moments made me cry more
That's the reason I don't want to enjoy anymore...

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