वो शहर, वो वक़्त, वो बातें, बस याद बहुत ही आते हैं.!
कुछ लम्हें हमने छोड़ दिए, कुछ चाह कर भी हम पकड़ ना पाये.!!
कुछ ज़िद तो अपनी खुद की थी, चाहत की सीमा का विस्तार किया.!
अब समय ने कुछ रंग बदला तो, हर सीमा को बांधे ये ख्याल हुआ.!!
जो सब पीछे छोड़ बढ़े, उनको पाने की टीस उठी.!
आँख खुली तो पता चला, सब अपना था जो, उससे तो बस ख्वाब भला.!!
सुकून मिले अब जिस रस्ते पर, राही तो बस उसपर बढ़ा चला.!!!! 🤍

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Ability- Just a word of seven alphabets,
Its much more and bigger which we have to recognize yet.
The thought which gets me entangled somedays,
Is it the right path on which I am and will it show me the beautiful sunrays?
I feel I am so strong and same day timid too,
One moment carrying and holding my emotions and next moment just screwed.
Wait, I started from magical word -ABILITY,
I do have that unbreakable faith and trust in my capability,
May be I am taking a long, few times little numb too,
That doesn't imply in just a moment I will get everything screw.
I will take my time, will have my journey, will grow and learn,
But won't forget the dreams and the place I want to be, as soon it's my turn.
My turn to shine, to have all what I want,
Knowing my ability, I know that almighty will grant.
I neither want to compromise, nor settle for less,
Just holding myself, finding my way and I will get all the success.

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We, unknowingly hurt the person we never intent to,
For us it's too light but they will be affected this much, we have no clue.
No one is at fault as we care for each other,
May be something different which is not under our perspective's cover.
Be little patient and calm with other person,
Who is hurt of your actions, but sure will come back, once done.
Learning from this, is to be more cautious and considerate with people around,
Not because they are sensitive, but you don't want any agony for them to surround.

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Forever is the term, that she believed all the while,
But she faced all the broken myths with a broad smile.

All the relations in life come with a date of expiry,
She used to write all those fears in a closed diary.

She is rude, maybe a little impulsive too,
What no one knows is, she cares for you.

May be loud, chirping fast, she knows how to be silent,
No matter what she always chooses to be vibrant.

Learning and growing has become a part,
She knows it well how to gracefully carry it in her heart.

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Secrets

If you want to keep something private, keep it to yourself,
No one needs to know what's there in your mind's shelf.

Get to know a very interesting fact,
When its shared between two, it never remains intact.

No blames, no games, just respect your own boundaries with no troubles,
If you want others to abide by it, keep your secrets only with you as you are only single handendly accountable.

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It's a Secret known to no one,
I have been chosen to be a little part of your life's fun,

They say it SECRET SANTA, but i will call myself admirer of yours,
I have to find that suits gracious and elegant aura of yours,

So thought to bring something from the fresh breezez of north,
That put a smile on your face making distances a little short.

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She has stopped taking friendships very close to her heart,
From Past few years so much happened and she started everything from start.

Feeling more than feel, caring more than the care,
Had given her the wounds which was difficult for her to share.

Eventually she started learning to be best company of her own,
But then again some of the flashbacks takes her to the point from where she has grown.

Maturity is realizing that it was no one's fault,
With only the good memories she chose her path away from all, by default.

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Holding the pen in her hand, number of thoughts in the head,
She sat to figure out the chaos and to write whatever unsaid,

Mind is not calm, the heart is not at peace,
Everything is okay around yet the anxiety increased.

Standing at the centre, she was looking all around,
Everything changed, all in new wraps with loud sounds.

Yearning for silence, that keeps her at peace, deep calm in mind,
In allignment with the heart and soul and want that unrest and pain left behind.

She is hoping for the beautiful sun rising high in sky,
Full of brightness and the fierce nature, at the same time she wants to smile and cry.

Not putting so much of thoughts and emotions into her plate,
Few of the things are her own, who knows, may be her fate..!

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It's true at last, you are only left at the corner of every end,
Just wondering whom to ask for or blame, may be a part of trend.

It's your problem or serious concern,
That you are not shifting the approach at the right turn.

You should sit and relax more,
As you will surely come back with a stronger roar.

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Part 2: MY IDEA OF LOVE

But it may be the overburden from my end, to have a life and expect this much from someone,
It's definitely the trust and respect overall,
And yes, may be the idea of love is made to crush and fall.
It's not a momentous reaction, it took me a while to process this in my head,
Don't know what but something shattered to the core inside me, and i am feeling numb and dead.
I keep on believing that it's something different between us, my soul is touched and kissed,
Bubbles of illusion don't take much time, and i admit with a loud and big YES, definitely my idea of love never exists.

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