and then... I choose-
To Be blind with open eyes,
To Be caged under blue skies,
To Be numb in the beating heart -
To Lie still a far within no miles apart,
To Dance along the empty love,
And Many tears to shed beyond enough.
How far I'll roam, when I crave you the most -
What truth to feel when your lies are always the host,
Till when I'm to hold you, without feeling your touch,
Dear, tell me how I'm to hate when I love you so much.

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The words that kept hidden,
Aren't hidden well-
The smile that being faked,
Peeped through the empty shell.
The shadowy world where you hide,
Your secrets and your little lies-
Where you act like a Boy so shy,
Where you hold your head up high.
That world shatters each time,
Before my unhinged unbarred sight,
But I shut my senses tight-
Close my mind and sing lullaby,
Caress my cheek with my finger tips;
Calm my heart and sush my lips,
I lay my head on your chest
Wishing it to be my soul's little nest.
But I see a crowd in them-
Thousands of eyes in one tiny frame,
Your heart feels like a masquerade ball,
You being the prince; around lingers all.
Some at your feet, some kissing the toe,
Some arousing you, some making you awe.
And I stand a long Land far-
Unknowing the known, clutching my guitar,
For a song that I wrote for us, you and me,
The US that tears my eyes, once filled with glee.
A soul that breaths and burns upon you,
Feels itself shedding drops of dew,
Reads the promises being broken to dust,
Sees reality wearing a nightmarish cast.

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Some waste an ocean in vain while others crave for a droplet.

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Akelapan shayario mein sukun deta hain
Hakikat mein nhi

Rat k andhere mein
Puri duniya sannato ki gehrayio mein jab dubi hui hain

Tab takiyaa pe sar rakh k
Khud k baalo ko khud sehlake
Ansuo se vige galo ko
Khud ki hateliyo se sukhake
Khudko tassali Dena mumkin toh hain par asaan nehi

Akelapan shayario mein khubsurti lati hain
Rishto mein nehi.

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It's in the sight
That it's deemed what's bright
It's harsh glare rays
That was once soft light
That's the hands loosen up
That gave hugs.. So tight..
But you frail and you yell
All underneath the vail
You feel so alone
At break of the night..

It's gets ice cold
Got no-one to hold
You had him on lips
But not on fingertips

Find Warmth in the bed
Along the tears you shed
The tale of Us seems so lost
Cause Love's Dead

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I heard somewhere that Moving On is easy when you weren't emotionally invested in the relationship.

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It's an answer itself when they can sleep peacefully knowing and letting you suffer within..

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With each word that get stained with your infidelity..

I Drift off a bit far away..

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How Sad It Is To Swipe Rights After Rights ,
From The Edge Of The Sun Till The Sight Of The Moon.

Just To Be Caressed, Just To Feel Love,
For A Day Or An Eve Or A Night Or Two.

How Sad It Is To Hold One Hand Then Another,
Slowly Shifting Self To A Souless Clone.

Then Dream About The Whole Life,
Just To Walk Those Miles Alone.

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I wish I could die right now.

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