Samjh nii aati takalluf tumhari aisi hai, muskura kar baatein to karti ho...
Ye sab dikhavti hai yaa sach me tum mujhe pasand karti ho...
Chehre ko padhna mujhe aata tha, tumhe dekh sab bhuul chuka hun...
Sochta tha insaan pehchan sakta mai,par ab seerat samjhna bhi bhul chuka hun...
Tumhe dekh dil kuch dimaag kuch or kehta hai...
Tu sach me meri hi hai yaa nahi ye soch dil or man baar baar behakta hai....
Maaf karna mai khud samjh nahi paa raha ,mai qya kar raha kidhr ko jaa raha...
Mai rehna chahta kareeb tere har pal , par har wqt aisa lagta mai tujhse duur jaa raha...
Mai shayad sochne pe majbuur hogya hun,tujhse khul k na puch saku naa dhang se kuch mai soch saku...
Mai qya karu naa samjh aaraha kuch, naa acche se jag saku naa dhang se so saku...
Tujhe udaas nahi dekh sakta isliye kuch bolne se bhi darta hun...
Or fir tu mujhe kahin chor kar naa chli jaye ye soch kr bhi mukarta hun...
Ab juch samjh nahi aaraha bas jo chl raha vo chlta jaaraha ...
Khush bhi hun or udaas bhi bas aise hi zindgi kat taa jaaraha...
Jisdin tumhe bhi chor jane ka man kare tum bhi jaa sakti ho,bas batakar jana...
Haa udaas rahunga kuch der ,par aisa naa karna bin wajeh tum fir sunaa kar jana...- Ashu
3 APR 2019 AT 20:48