I am this emoji for sure...

😹

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If, in love you find eternal peace,
I wonder if I ever fell in love ❤️

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a reason for all my friends to be grateful for my birth 🤷😋

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एक कैद जिसमे मैं
अपने आप बन्द था,
एक जेल जिसमे मैं
आज कैद हूँ।

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A lost soul dancing on the beats,
Buzzing through her earphones,
Feet started tip toeing,
And soon it was just her and her freedom.
Music took over and shook her down,
In the most beautiful way,
One could ever be shaken down.
Now she ain't feeling lost anymore,
She, my friend.. have been FOUND.

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मेहरबां काफी मिले हैं मुझे,
ज़रूरत उसकी हैं जिसे दायरों का तकाज़ा हो।

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When I am out,
I get to enjoy...
My denial.
I forget about every little thing that has drowned me an inch further,
At home, I find her staring at me.
My conscious self.
My worst critique.
Her voice feels somehow stronger when I am home.
It's her territory.
This is where she has laughed endlessly on me.
The smell of my oldest tear,
The sound of my every fear,
Their echoes mock me for hiding.
Sometimes I feel I shouldn't have fed them.
You know how painful it is to see your fears flourishing on your own blood.

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when these crazy work hours,
these little compromises,
these sleepless nights,
Will not only be over,
But also feel totally WORTH it.

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I always enjoy a little pity party,
I watch a film mostly because I am in denial,
I take some more time to self-loathe and that's it.
By this time, I usually stumble upon the goodness I see in everyday life.
Like coming home to my mother,
Kissing my dog,
Enjoying that one ounce of progress I made in my health, work or career,
Loving the fact that there always gonna be a tomorrow,
A day I can look forward to,
And try to make some meaning out of it.

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things that I have created in my head and how they manage to pull me down.






the blissful, joyful things that are finding all sorts of ways to enter my life. With me not standing in their way, I can finally taste what it feels like to LIVE wholeheartedly 💜

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