Have I changed?
Past-mirrors look back on me,
They say, now I have none of me,
It's high time to resume wat was left behind,
Then I ask myself, have I really changed my kind?
Have I really changed?
Those days were only mine,
Pen n paper with thoughts of mind,
A well-known versatile scholar in school, college or life,
Finger tipped the notions of electricity n light,
None of the days without a sigh,
Played badminton with kids, friends, old or anyone at site.
I ruled the kingdom with pride......
Have I really changed?
Now-a-days busy with kitchen n kids,
No pen n paper; my thoughts cling,
An obscure person; fixed daily routines,
Naive to make the kid learn ABC scenes,
Days full of pulls n push of joy n cry,
With no excitement, the days fly,
My fiddle n self endearment resides.....
Have I really changed?
But for who?
My husband, my son, my daughter; my family prescribed.-
my envision dodging out the word to express my feelings precisely.
But as if my mind is only left with locked nephrons.
N I'm left clamming up.-
Par jaane kyun mujhe aesa lagta hai k
Jisse mohabbat ki jaaye,
usse shaadi nahi honi chahiye.
Shayad issiliye insaan ajjtak yeh tey nahi kar paaya k,
Mohabbat ka hasil hona zayada bada haadsa hai ya,
ska kho jaana zyaada asaan.-
हाँ, मैं मानती हूँ! मेरी सोच, समझ और अल्फ़ाज़ अलग है,
पर इसका यह मतलब नही के हम में से कोई गलत है।
शक्सियतों के भारी मोलभाव में,
दो मासूम दिलों को प्यार की तलब है।-
Saasein chalti bhi hai,
Aur dil dhadakta bhi,
Matlab zinda hun mein.
Ankhein royi bhi hai,
Aur lab muskuraaye bhi,
Matlab zinda hun mein.
'Kal' bitaaya bhi hai
Aur 'kal' banana bhi,
Matlab zinda hun mein.
Aadha bhara bhi hun,
Aur aadha khaali bhi,
Matlab zinda hun mein.
Ek umr kaati hai zindagi ki,
Aur kuch nibhayi bhi,
Matlab zinda hun mein.-
Kuch zakhm itne;
ghehre aur puraane hai,
Jinka dard ajj bhi;
khamoshi se chilaata hai.-
TAQDEER
Khwaishon k urooj ko;
Haraya hai mene,
Tab taqdeer ko zindagi;
Banaya hai mene.
Dil aur dimang ki iss jung mein,
Khud ki ahmiyat ko;
Jhukaya hai mene.-
Mujh mein mera;
sukoon nahi hai,
Zindagi toh hai magar;
junoon nahi hai.
Itna badla hai mene;
khud ko har rah par,
K aina toh hai magar;
woh shakhs nahi hai.-
which arises in my mind,
never comes on my tongue,
n sinks down in my heart.-