Who knows?

Who knows?
I might have been reincarnated.
A soul within a soul.
Longing for the desire buried within.
As if trying to merge and become whole...

Who knows?
The dreams might be the tales lost in time.
Of another world.
A world, that once belonged to mine...

Who knows?
If he is the one, whose presence I always feel.
Hiding in the shadows.
Drifting away like a whisper.
From these painful dreams will i ever heal...

Who knows?
If it's just a dream.
Or real the way it feels like home.
Like a mystery waiting to be solved.
His identity still stays unknown...

Who knows?
If I'll ever find him?
The face that I longed to see in my dreams, I could never make.
As his voice grew near, suddenly brushing my ear.
His breath everytime jolts me awake...

Who knows?
If he really exists.
Or is it just another dark desire?
Whose temptation I can never resist...

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नूर एसा की जन्नत की हूर भी तुझे
देख के शर्मा जाए,
पिघल जाएगा पत्थर भी तेरी
ख़बसूरती देखकर,
एकबार पलकें उठाकर तो देख।— % &

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Noor esa ki jannat ki hoor bhi
tujhe dekhke sharma jaye,
Pighal jayega patthar bhi teri
khubsurti se,
Ekbar palke uthkar to dekh...— % &

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Ye raat teri baahon mein
guzarne ka irada hain,
Ye sath kabhi na chutega
tujhse ye wada hain,
Hakikat banke aaja bas
tu mere paas,
Kyunki sapno me tu aajkal
aane laga bohut jyada hai...— % &

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Counting the stars,
May look funny to others;
But only you know,
Why i often do this.

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How to love you,
When you still give me the same pain,
Again and again...

How to love you,
When you still come in my dreams,
Only to make my day more miserable...

How to love you,
When all i wanted is you,
And you never understood my love...

How to love you,
When i don't want to see your face,
But still cry remembering the moment we shared...

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Din bhale hi kese guzar jaye,
Raat tere bina guzarti hi nahi,
Bhale hi tu mera pass ho na ho...

Kya farak parta hain,
Teri yaadein hi kafi hain,
Puri zindagi guzarne ke liye...

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मुझे उड़ने दो।

मुझे उड़ने दो,
खुलें आसमान मे बेफिक्र ,
मुझे आज़ादी से उड़ने दो।

मेरी आँखो मे सपने हैं,
उनमें आंसुओं का काजल मत लगाओ।
ऊंचाईयों को छूना हैं मुझे,
मेरे पंखों से खून मत बहाओ ।।

हाथों में चूड़ियाँ नहीं,
अपना कल लेके चलना चाहती हूँ।
माथे पर किसी का नाम नहीं,
बल्की आपना भविष्य बदलना चाहती हूँ।।

मत तोड़ो मेरे सपनो को,
मुझे मेरे पंखों को फ़ैलाने दो।
सुकून से लिखने दो कुछ कविताएँ जिंदगी जीने के,
मुझे आज़ादी से उड़ने दो।।

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"That i should have never fall for you."

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"It's a matter of peace you won't understand."

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