Dear dad,
For me you are a hero, an inspiration and the most courageous person because i have seen you fail, i have seen you break and i have seen you hurt but i have never seen you giving up, you would always rise and thrive and make everything alright.-
I want someone to be proud of me just like i am proud of my cat.
I am gushing over her when she simply completes her meal full or is taking a nap.
I value her lil achievements,
Like drinking water from a mug, I would be like good job sweety mommy is so proud of you .-
If you ask me what's my biggest fear ?
No its not heights, ghosts, or dark.
But its the fear of uncertainty, of not knowing what might happen and thinking of all the worst possibilities.-
Sometimes its all about what you want to find,
Sometimes the world is not as bad as it seems,
And sometimes its not bad to be happy.-
Yes, i messed up.
Yes, they told me it will all come tumbling down on you.
No, earth has not split
nor sucked me in.
Yes, i am still smiling
breathing in this sweet air.-
Now life is like that ludo game where you need sixes and all you get are ones
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The beauty of one sided love is in its uncertainty.
The chaotic feeling of not knowing what could be,
Of keep guessing of a lot of maybes.
Its just a mess but a beautiful one at that.-
In the end we dont want to lose anything, scared of missing out, thinking there would be a void that wont be filled but deep down we know no matter how hard we hold some would slip right through our fingers.
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