I'M ON A BATTLEFIELD BUT THERE IS NO WAR I'M ALWAYS GUARDED EVEN WHEN I'M HOME IT'S A FEELING OF TERROR THAT SITS DEEP IN MY BONES I'M ALWAYS ALERT I CAN'T FIND PEACE MY LEGS SHAKE AND ALSO MY FEET SOMETIMES IT EVEN GETS HARD TO BREATHE I KNOW WHAT TO SAY BUT IT NEVER COMES OUT RIGHT MY MIND AND BODY ARE IN A CONSTANT FIGHT I PROMISE YOU THIS IS NOT A CHOICE THIS IS WHAT ANXIETY FEELS LIKE.
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A dark shadow surrounds me.
I question myself what are we?
Cold wind whispers "DEATH*.
For a moment I don't feel my breath.
Life is not about living, it's about dying, then why is anybody even trying?
The feelings intensify if everything is a lie.
My question is why? Why are we cursed with this life with no truth? Why are we blinded by our fragile youth? Why do we love and why do we hate it? Why are we playing if we know our fate?
Under the ground without a crown, the people we love being not around, silence will be the only sound.
And for death, we all are bound...-
The last time we said goodbye, I will always remember
Us on the side walk that late November
So far away yet standing so near
Your eyes gleaming, full of tears
My heart beating fast out of fear
and the night sky so clear
as if it was watching us watch our love dissappear.-
When you intimate with someone, we forget we need to be at the same emotional level too. Just agreeing to intimacy and not feeling the person emotionally will lead to dead ends only.
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If you're having the best time with someone without talking about the future, keep them. I don't know when I learned it, but I learnt I can't make promises to anyone. I can't even say I will talk to you tomorrow. You never know you won't be able to pick up or I won't get to call. That's why I feel scared of talking about the future. Hope is what keeps us alive, sometimes hope hurts too. Let's not make promises and live what we can live together.
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Money is just a tool.
Real wealth is the supportive people you have
in your life.-
A beautiful story is incomplete with an end.
An End is the beginning of a new story.-
Nothing remains to one person ever.
Whatever is your is just temporary.-
Sometime you need to go against
the world and do things your way.
But for that you need to trust yourself.-
Dont push yourself when you cant.
Push yourself when you are ready and trained.-