I dreamed of you yesterday
It's painful, why it's painful?
Because, i am helpless in your dire situation.

I felt pain in my heart, it says i am useless.

Eventhough i'm blessed with wealth,
i couldn't save you that's why the pain is high.

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What is the meaning of this life?
Constantly feel the regret in my heart;
Seeking the pleasure through my body,
The love i want is already gone.

Why i want to suffer in this world?
Is it my fate or the choices i made?

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I see my life is fade away with time
I can't help it, the sad thing is
I can't do anything except watching
my life die slowly in front of my eyes.

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When you are not mine
When my love is not in your heart
What will I do..?

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Sometimes I wonder why I live?
Why do I live?
Why do I keep sinning?
where am I going, I question life?
What is the purpose of life?
Can I be freed from endless agony?

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It's ok to be sad sometimes...
It's ok to be alone sometimes...
It's ok to be cry sometimes...
It's ok to be hurt sometimes...
It's ok to be not ok sometimes...

Don't dive into the ocean of sadness you will lose yourself.

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Lost myself in the realm of pleasure;
no happiness found only regrets!
Mistakes are around me no way to escape.
Pain slowly takes the place of happiness.

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His mother is his whole world. He got everything he needed in the arms of love and lived happily.

He knew nothing of the world until he lost his mother. All he knew was his mother and her love.

He suddenly lost everything and was left alone in a loveless world, not knowing what to do.

What he needed again was his mother's love and the embrace of her loving arms.

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I always carry the unbearable pain inside my heart. I try to hide it with smile.
But, it only increases the pain.
Alas! I feel like i betrayed myself!?

Life questioning about living?
I have no answers yet.
What's the remedy?

Lately, i am tired of everything.
Slowly, i lose interest in everything.

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Don't get upset for anything. Because, every thing and every situation is temporary it will change.
Be courageous and confident.

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