What more could i ask for?
Now when I sit in prayer so deep,
I wonder what more my heart could keep.
For all I asked was love so true,
A life to share, a home with you.

Nine long years, we longed, we prayed,
Through every tear and delayed hope.
Yet every moment, worth the pain,
For now, I hold you once again.

At times, it feels like just a dream,
That in your arms, I lie serene.
When once in class, with nervous hands,
We borrowed pens and exchanged notes.

Now when I get your call, my heart’s at ease,
No need to hide, no need for somebody to tease.
Your name now shines so bold, so true,
For all the world to see it’s you.

The world now knows, they say our names,
With love, with grace—two souls as one.
What more could i ask for?

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To be able to feel too much is a blessing?
Or is it a curse?
Or a blessing in a disguise?

To be able to feel too much,
To be able to place yourself in their shoe before they have reached their,
To be able to feel that pain which they havent experinced yet,
To wish to save them from that pain.

How do you overcome that feeling?
How do you prevail your perpetually moving emotions?
How do you assemble the shattered pieces of your heart?
How do you step away without causing pain,knowing your absence will hurt them?
How can you be happy knowing their pain comes from your absence?


Do you still believe to be able to feel too much is a blessing?

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In this era of civilization
We have mislaid the morals of humankind

Doctors of today, in health systems
which are expanded so wide,
See patients as customers by their side.

Dressed in white coats with steady hands,
Those healers are now inducing ills across the lands.

The medicines being prescribed, more than the needs,
A subtle game of income leads.

With prescription and advises, they swiftly glide,
But the heart of care, where does it reside?

May almighty God heal the healers hands and hearts,
May almight bless the doctors with ability
to preserve the humanity before it departs.

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You thought, you would grow up and solve everything?
Ah! What a beautiful mirage you saw on a desert spring!

How beautiful was the sound of your
giggles and chuckles!
And WOAH! You just grew up to realize, to smile as an adult
was also puzzle and struggle

How beguiling were your tears which were so
intemperate and unreasonable!
Now you have grown out to
realise tears could make the situation miserable.

How fascinating were your dreams as child
Now, how do you feel burying all the little dreams of that child?

That little soul was so innocent and optimist
How do you feel after turning that soul to a pessimist?

You thought, you would grow up and solve everything?
What a beautiful mirage you saw on a desert spring!

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There was something special about the hearts of those people,
Which made them so distinct and (in faith)unequal.

That level of gratitude to Allah after losing their loved ones,
Which left us all with so many silent questions.

Even after losing a home in a recent bombing,
preservance of that innocent smile on the face.
Left us all with a reason and a question
"is this duniya even worth to chase?"

Their level of patience moved my heart,
Because there was something special about their hearts.

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Some circumstances are a sign,
That distances are meant to make everything fine.

Distanced myself from some toxic
friends of mine,
Just to realize without them around,
I just shine.

Then one fine day got in touch with them,
Just to realize why did my parents
ask me to condemn them.

Thought maybe they have changed overtime,
But also something's & people can't
be mend by time.

Some circumstances are a sign,
That distances are meant to make everything fine.

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We all were forced to become who we are today.

For sometime we all wandered stray,
But that only caused us to dismay.

We were taught a lie that such and
such would make us slay,
But we grew up to realize all that
was a betray.

We all learnt this fact a very hard way
When we were left with no-way

We were forced to become who we are today.

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You are the last friend I made
In Al badar
But definitely you are the best
person I met in all these 5 years

You made me to trust again in
friendship
I promise to keep it this
as an unchanged relationship

You are such a beauty in and out
You are a true friend without an
inch of a doubt

Surely I will miss you
Especially the surgery posting days,
which didn't go by until we argue

The besan ladoos I will never forget
I wish that we were friends from
the day 1 that's my only regret

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Two immature souls met as a stranger
Back in those days from each other they wanted to flee

Now she have become a sailor
And he was her dawki sea

And she was the lost sailor but the lost compass doesn't haunt her anymore,
Because his crystal clear tides guides her through to the shore.

But she have become a sailor who doesn't want to reach the shore
She just yearns to be in his water and explore

Moreover the curls of the sea doesn't scare the sailor,
Because this sailor was asthmatic and the sea was it's inhaler.

Never did the depth of the sea petrified the sailor,
The sailor wished to take its last breathe in the sea.

The lovers of the shore promised to meet where the water meets the sky,
But the sailor only asked for a single promise from the sea pleading it to never become dry.

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From the days when we use to fight like animals
To the day when you have become my life's bicycle paddles

In this bicycle of life I was the wheel
And to move the cycle,paddles is what you need

Now without you I cannot make any move
Every person you hate, from my life is disapproved

Leave the world, just under one roof
Life can be beautiful, you are that proof

In this bicycle of life I would leave everyone behind
Because only with you the inner peace i have found

Cycling till the sunset
Life without you would have been a great regret

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