There comes a time on a usually suddenly so equally random night ! That I might find urself lost and abandoned be all and everything at once in ur life . When u literally have lost u self on th moment of ur own loss that u can't seem to take a step forward scared so completely of th dark but it's so much pf a part of u you just sit there stuck cold shivering hidden Away on the rain lost somewhere off ur life's own mislead beaten path ! Contemplation of the reasons why it is. What it is and understand ur own part an understand ur own
Un recognized part u played on the whole demise of ur personal self destruction !
So here I sit stuck Soo utterly and completely just alone and ready for the complete and finally ending ... To this horrible act ,.... Forgive me for I do not know what I am about to do ,,,
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