How can I forget that warmth which I felt once within your arms
How can I forget the way you used to glance me
How can I forget the tender touch of your fingers on my physique
How can I forget those moments which we spent together under the moonlight
How can I let go of the deep affection that I still feel behind your scars of love
How can I break my heart under my chest for loving you in silence
How can I forget those words which once bought smile on to my face
How can I let go of the love that still feels so heavenly for my soul
How can I let go of those conversations for which I once craved intensely
How can I let go of those beautiful and enchanting dreams which I saw with you
Maybe my love was not enough for you
Maybe I was not enough for you
Maybe I was just a bad dream whom you chose to break
Maybe I was just a passing cloud whom you chose to reject
Perhaps one day you will remember me
The way I poured love upon you selflessly
When you will get someone like you
Who will break your heart into pieces
The day will come and your tears will fall upon my grave & my soul would have embarked on a spiritual journey
Where You will be calling me & I would have gone forever-
How wounded her heart would be
When all she was trying to heal the soul within him
How tearful her eyes would be
When all she was trying to glance the success and happiness within him
How useless her existence would be
When all she was trying just to be part of him
How fearful her nights would be
Where all she just wanted to be embraced within him
How pitiful her love would be
Which she showered on an emotionless person
Perhaps who could not fathom
The smile behind her tears
The pain behind her smile
The scars behind her pain
And his betrayal behind her scars…..
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I forgive myself for the love I gave to him
Where I received only endless betrayals
I forgive myself for the emotions I invested in him
Where I was only a passage of time
I forgive myself for the moments I spent on him
Where I got only lonely sleepless nights
I forgive myself for opening up my heart to him
Where I got only painful ruthless stabbings.
Perhaps I may not have loved you the way that love happens to be
Perhaps I may not have met the person
Who buried the purity of my emotions
Perhaps our paths would never have crossed
Perhaps our time would never had aligned
Perhaps my eyes would never have glanced you
Perhaps my heart would never have raced for you
I wished that this love would never had happened
I wished that we never had met
And the story would never had ended this way.
I forgive myself for the bucket of love I poured on a cup that could not hold the eternal essence and divinity of my heart.
I forgive myself for loving you.
I forgive myself for loving you.
I just forgive myself for choosing you again and again.-
When the darkness of night haunts the solitude of soul
The intensity of pain could not be measured by the drop of tears
The beats of the heart seems to be seized amidst the chaos of mind.
When the loneliness of the eyes could not make her sleep
Her soul embraced the serenity of heaven beyond the potency of pain.
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How can my mind forget those moments which were once cherished within his arms?
How can my eyes ignore his presence that once searched for him in darkness?
How can I hold on to tears without letting it flow?
How can my heart erase his memories that once was drenched in his love ?
How can I unfeel the love that once I felt so deeply?
How can I get over him
When my soul is captivated within his alluring smile?
How can I breathe the air that was once saturated with his fragrance ?
How can I embrace death when my soul is dead with his betrayal?
How!!!How!!!How!!!-
The pain of heart
Flowed through the tears of eyes.
The essence of love
Flowed through the river of betrayal
The agony of pain
Flowed through the scars of emotions
Till the coldness of the body
Flowed through the breeze of the soul......
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The Captivating Love
I loved you beyond the moon and star
Passing through my deep underneath scar
The warmth of my love descended upon you as rain
Till the tender touch of yours liquidate my pain
When the icy stings of the chilling winter winds
Touches through my body
I found my flesh being fondled within your hoody
The night could not fathom the darkness of our intimacy
Unless the dazzling light of moon and stars passes through our love adequacy
Perhaps that night never ended
Untill our souls got parted
Beneath the fire that we ignited
For a lifetime to be commemorated
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The sight of my eyes
Quest for your shadow
In the middle of the trees
Through the brightness of prismatic rainbow
I was standing there perished
Till your steps got vanished
Recollecting the moments to cherish
For a Lifetime to flourish
When my soul could feel the icy stings of moonlight
The flashes of your betrayal made my body tight
The pain of losing you created a void of emptiness
And The heart could not love anyone with a sense of fullness
Why you showed up as a candle
Amidst the gloominess of my life
And again pushed me towards the edge of knife.-
The rays of Sun could not erase the tears of pain through the dark clouds of the Sky
Perhaps the love of mine was not suffice to break through the doors of your hardened heart
May be someday your love will spring back upon me
Untill my soul gets deadened under the tears of the ground
Then the rays of Sun will again embrace the feet of earth
Through the fragments of my soul scattered through the serenity of white clouds.
And the leaves will warble the depth of my love through the swiftness of wind.....
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The betrayal took a whole of me to forget a part of you..
May my love take a whole of you to remember a part of me...-