Stop expecting closures. Afterall one day you will die in the middle of something : a journey, a meal, a book, a sentence or a thought. Life is abrupt, accept it.
People always talk about how rains make them nostalgic and remind them of some special place or a person or old days. I never really related to that . For me rains have always been only about peace and calmness. I never fettered rains with any specific thought. Maybe it was because of my solitude or maybe subconsciously my self love was stronger than it looked on the surface and I have been living in the moment peacefully with myself all along. Well, I guess we'll never know.