Oh how I would love to be lost,
In your gaze,
I fear I could never resist;
Your presence,
I could never not fear to lose;
Your touch of love,
Stopped me from questioning it;
Your existence,
I would always thank you for.

Just how I would want you
To trap my soul forever,
Never let me go,
Would want you to be loved,
Have my shoulder to lean on.

Oh how I would love to be lost,
In your love, all I pray for,
In your memories, all I crave for.

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My life is slipping from my hand, just like water...
I try to hold it but it just slips off.
A drop of sincerity falls down,
Time follows;
A drop of anger falls down,
Respect follows;
A drop of trust falls down,
Relation follows;
A drop of enjoyment falls down,
Health follows;
A drop of hate falls down,
Chaos follows;
A drop of lie falls down,
People follow;
A drop of passion falls down,
Existence follows.
But still... some of the drops are always left in my hand,
Waiting for the rain,
When I would spread out my hand with hopes,
Which would help them fall down too...

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My existence became his existence
And his became mine.
When the wind blows through the strings of time,
Existence itself shouts that you're mine.
Forget about life,
My soul worships you
And prays to time
If reincarnation is true,
May I meet you in each and every life.
You are not my desire,
You are a dream which can be lived in reality;
My goal which I wanna live;
A book which I never wanna end reading;
Music which violates the silence of hate;
Flower which blooms at the cheek of night,
Listening to many secrets;
Water flowing through the mountains,
Creating it's own melody;
Whose words would bring me back to my life.
You my love,
You're an immortalised poetry.

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Please take my voice away,
It has no use at all,
I don't know why I have it,
I don't know how to use it either.
Please take my voice away,
It doesn't make any help
Except removing my pride,
It does not do anything,
Or I'll say I don't say anything.
Please take it away,
It has become a burden for me,
Which isn't visible to anyone,
But it would be better
If I wasn't visible anymore.

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Yeah you're right,
I've been thinking about it wrong,
I've been kept on waiting too long,
Tied up with assumptions,
Covered with hopes,
Freed through reality,
Now I've been searching for home,
Yeah you're right,
I've been all wrong,
Thought it was for a lifetime,
But what always searches for one,
Never lasts long.
Yes I know you've just started,
But I'm done,
Cause loving you was never an option but a choice,
And you proved by every bit of yours
That you don't deserve a bit of mine.

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Perhaps, I like myself when I'm with you,
I would spend a lifetime searching you and regret it to not being able to spend it with you,
Perhaps you're my imagination that I hope never dies,
Or maybe you're my reality I'm too afraid to face,
You're all the love I've saved,
You've no regrets of choosing yourself,
You've all the kindness people yearn for,
Perhaps you're a dream I would love to chase,
Just to know you're the reality I was trying to escape,
Perhaps you'll find me before I lose you,
Perhaps you'll turn all my regrets into healing
And give me a life I never knew I had,
Perhaps you'll catch me before I escape.

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I'm obsessed to being loved,
That I'm loved less than my desires
But more than someone's potential,
I crave someone's presence
But hate it when they express,
Ohh to be loved the way you want,
Is a dream to be lived once in this lifetime;
Is it too much to ask for?
Is what my heart questions every second
When I say proudly " I don't need anyone",
"Is this lifetime enough to find someone like that?"
But "Will i ever step ahead to find you?"
Is the question to ask first.

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I would love to be lost with you if you're not the destination
And would erase all the ways to never find an escape.

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Trust... I would always have in you,
Faith... Would always preserve you,
In my thoughts, you're ideal,
In my dreams, we're sustained,
But in reality, we're just distanced innocently,
Wondering what we are,
Hoping we'd find each other by growing apart,
Is this really what we are?
Is this what we truly hope for?

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You tell that you love me,
But does it effect you?
When I cry on the places I laughed with you,
You said it breaks your heart,
But do you know how I sounded when it was impossible to join mine?
You say you care,
But does it bother you when I try to care a bit about myself?
You think you love me?
Maybe... I think so
But definitely not the way I want to be loved... I know.

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