Silence...seen but never heard.
For some, it's loneliness;
For some, it's being alone;
For some, it's just absence of words;
And for some, it's peace;
But for some, it's a volcano of screams...
Screams which can be heard in a void,
But go numb in a crowd,
Making thorns as it's crown,
Wanting to be free,
Cause at the end,
Being powerful was never it's choice;
But being heard was a wish.

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In the treasure box kept at the end of rainbow,
rests memories of future which arose from my absence.
Fear makes me think what if I find that box of memories; which is possibly impossible.

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Seems like I want to hear me,
Seems like I went missing in time,
Seems like my self wants to raise back,
She shouts that
"The fire isn't extinguished yet!",
My body listens
Being totally numb,
As my soul shouts from its ashes
"Are you even worth being numb?"

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About intelligent people?
The world thinks they are stupid,
They think the world is stupid.
But these stupids teach stupid how stupidity works.

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I sat on the terrace,
Looking at the stars twinkle
As I get your thought
And a proud smile appears,
As there was not a day
That I had forgotten my promise to wave at you
And say hi with my eyes.

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Just throw me out,
Just kill me somehow,
I don't deserve what you give;
neither I can repay it.
My blood runs;
that's just an overkill,
My body carries a burden of this soul.
Books look at me with hopes,
My eyes always searches for help.
My heart just beats to pray,
I always stand with embarrassment
That I live with no cause,
I run where there's no end,
I cry just to justify
I still have a reason to be alive.
I don't even deserve death,
For I have done nothing
To even deserve a place in hell.

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A topic always has its own freedom;
But even freedom can become a stressful topic.

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I messed it all up
Making it all right.
Starting from the start,
I had everything to fight,
But my fear to lose
Made me rethink my choice.
Once I regained my will
To win with focused mind,
Laziness knocked the door,
Thinking it had permission to claim its rights.
And then I realized
I was stuck in a loop of hesitation,
Trying to move forward
But tied up with procrastination...
But when I decided to break all the cages,
Even the demon said
"Stop her before we regret stepping out".
Though I messed it all up,
I would always be proud
To make it alright.

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Surrounded
By ocean all around,
I knew I was drowning,
But still was quite,
Tried to escape from air.
I didn't know life was where.
When realized,
kept shouting for help,
Disgusted by everyone,
I didn't try to escape.

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What am I looking for?
Gold in a mine of coal?
Enjoyment in a mind full of stress?
Tree in a desert?
An angel in hell?

What am I looking for?
Stranger in a family?
A bad habit in a life full of peace?
A shark in a lake?
A demon in heaven?

What do I really search for?
A place to escape or an escape from my space?
What do I really search for?
Is it really the right place?

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