My version of you in my dreams is totally different from the original you .
And it’s so painful to swallow this .
In my dreams , you come to me , hug me , love me .
In my dreams you say that you waited for this day and everything else is just a lie.
In my dreams you smile and kiss me . Only me.
In my dreams you still say that you are always there for me .
These continuos reoccurring dreams is why I sleep now . I love this version of you .
(I woke up and couldn’t see your dp on WhatsApp. So finally you could do this too ! The dream was better )

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Do you remember saying this to me
“Once you get tired of all of these ,
Come to me and you will always find your peace here”
Yeah I’m tired . But you are nowhere to be found .
I guess now I’ve to wait for you to get tired of the race that you got yourself into :)
Or even this statement of yours is getting reused ?

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They say keep yourself busy to not miss someone !
I say what do you understand about missing someone if you don’t miss them on the busiest of days , at the busiest of times , in the weirdest hour , at the lowest phase and also in your happiest times and strangely at times when you almost thought that you stopped thinking about that one person !
That’s what missing someone is like !
And that’s what hurts the most !
And this someone is not a regular person of your life and obviously has your whole heart !

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You were the little lavender to calm me down...
The magic herb that I needed everytime everything was falling apart ..
You were the medicine to all the negative emotions I felt ...
you were my calm...you were my peace ...
with you I felt something that remained undefined 💜

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With you, it felt like Christmas! 🎄 💜

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But first tell me if it is
love or is it revenge?
If it’s love , you always know that it is ! 💜🦋

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The poems I wrote inside my ugly diary about him for days and nights ...
he burnt it without even opening it
Because it looked bad to him
and it was not titled after his name .

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I just need a complete
private peaceful place
to think about you ...
to think about us .... that’s it... that’s all 💜

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She lost her wings to the man
Who she thought was teaching her to fly 🌟🌸

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You jump I jump remember? 🛳
I jumped . Waited . You also jumped . But on some other side . You waited .
We both waited to save each other .
We got stuck .
You got stuck in a crowd who offered to help and you went with the flow.
I got stuck with someone who jumped to save me and forgot where he was jumping from .
And therefore sometimes in life . We never know who will jump for whom and when 🌸

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