I bend to rest my head on your shoulder,
You dither to find the proper posture;
So, I look at a star filled sky,
Meticulously spaced apart, without a speck of cloud;
I speak to a child,
All answers and no questions,
No folly, but perfection.
But the colours keep filling,
They keep crossing the lines,
Spilling in the spaces and punctuations.
Hold on, hold on! But you're gone—
Pacing with measured steps at each go.
The colours, filled to the brim, start dripping as I flinch.
I close my eyes, counting ten—a perfect number,
The perfect symmetry of my fingers,
The clamour of your unvarying reproval.
Tainted, I stand and strive and falter;
I tell myself of stories
Where crooked lines make a world.
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