Not Pretty

I am not pretty,
I am choked up tears, cover-up smiles,
the kind of light that turns you blind.
having too less or more than enough,
the war I am having with myself is pretty rough.

I am not pretty,
I am scratched out scars, burnt out soul,
the kind of storm that leaves a hole.
creeping stealthily through the gloomy night,
Hammering my head, how I can never be a pretty sight.

I am not pretty,
I am not your quintessential girl,
the ones who are the ocean's pearl.
the kind that walks with a perfect stance,
swaying waist of 26" and pretty face.

I am not pretty...
I am edges and curves, messy hair,
and everything you never dreamt of to be fair.
the kind that repulses you by skin, and attracts you by mind,
although an imperfect piece, but one of a kind.

I am not pretty...

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The Smokey Memories

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Don't be a "buy nothing, get everything deal" to someone.

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Some people are not blessed with a perfect life. you will find the brightest smiles on there faces when you meet them. But try to make some time to glance at their ocean eyes, you will witness the deepest inferno.

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Mixtapes in 80s Or playlists in 2020, are both a bliss to receive from someone.

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When you lose your Mom, you lose your home.

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Some fine day I will learn to reciprocate the way people treat me.

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Someone: what you miss the most?
Me: being a child.

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Find yourself someone who keeps you sane and composed, yet drives you crazy and makes you scream.

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You can't mistreat people and expect them to think of you as an angel! You an evil being... Simple as that...

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