However I try, I mostly end up becoming the third person
That mediator, who likes to bridge distances, but hardly has any one, who could walk that extra mile for her
That spectator, wishing they'd been a part of the story
That good friend, who can't claim to be the closest and best to somebody
That, 'We can't leave her out, it won't be nice', kind of girl
Not the, 'Oh! you have to be here, she can have the next seat', kind.
I'm the one, who can stay up to listen to someone talk
Only to learn how someone else made their day better;
I sigh away
This is a different kind of lonely.
Where you can't complain, of not being someone's priority, the first name in their mind
Where you need to keep on asserting your presence
Maybe, all the good things shared, just stays as an afterthought to them.
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