Lafzon Mai bayaan hoti,
Toh zindagi zindagi nahi hoti,
Shuruat or khatm ki baat hoti,
Toh zindagi ek lakir ki baat hoti,
Prrr,
Ek ki zindagi khatm hone ke baad,
Doosre ki shuruaat hoti.-
Waking and there's sweat again,
My fore head is to break,
There's no way to escape,
My senses just to break.
My whole life sat down on me,
I've given up,
I'm self destructive,
Is there nothing constructive,
Tell me all things wrong with me.-
When the days are cruel,
And the odds all rule,
And the hopes we seek,
are just set backs at peak.
They say" don't just stand there",
There's more than just bunch of despair.
But at the end we seek,
Is all the downs we meet,
And the failures creeps,
And at the end despair leaks.
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I don't know why they don't respect me,
May be because I am weak,
Or,
My bad life is at peak,
I don't know why they don't like me,
May be because I am dirty,
Or,
My dark colour is not flirty,
I don't know why they keep humiliating me,
May be because I don't dress rich,
Or,
My fabrics don't give a expensive stitch,
I don't know why they keep making faces at me,
May be because I am ill-mannered,
Or,
My presence is a joy dagger.-
Cursed me,
Thrashed me,
Broked me,
Ignored me,
Mocked me,
All my fault was that I was trying to be me,
All my fault was that I was trying to prove me,
All my fault was that I was trying to get someone who loved me,
All my fault was that I was trying to get someone who trusted me,
All my fault was that I was trying to make smile on their face by fooling me.-
It doesn't hurt anymore,
Because it is empty,
It doesn't matter anymore,
Because he is nobody,
It doesn't bother anymore,
Because he's not there anymore,
Only thing that is left is the memories,
Because he's not exist ing anymore.-
All I had done is compromised throughout my life,
All I had done is made a fool out of myself,
All I had done is read the fact that I've no hope through out my life,
All I had done is denied that I was loser
throughout my life,
All I had done is slavery throughout my life,
All I had done is trade my self confidence with all the hatred and envy throughout my life.-
When I was a star of someone's eye,
My eyes remember,
When I was a statue of optimism,
My eyes remember,
When I was the most loved.
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I've been toxic the whole day,
I've been hurting everyone the whole day,
I've been insulting everyone the whole day,
They say I don't know how to explain things properly,
They say I don't know how to talk to elders properly,
I admit I am the convict,
I should be kicked,
But why,
No one knows because they don't want to,
They say they suffer equally,
Then they would have understand,
They cry it all over,
And whose suffering is closer,
But I've just one thing to say,
When I complaint and wanted to change,
Shut up and suffer.
I was told,
That's why I've changed.
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