When i first met you
You were nothing more
Then another face
But 8 month later
You're the only face
I could ever find in a crowded place....

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" Aise hoon me, sambhal paoge ky "


Me jyada bolti nh hoon
Meri khamoshi se mere dil k hal jaan paoge ky,

Me sochti bahut hoon
Meri overthink ko sambhal paoge ky,

Me insecure bahut hoti hoon
Mere har doubt ko clear kar paoge ky,

Me har choti baaton pe roti bahut hoon
Toh har baar chup kar k mana paoge ky,

Me moody bahut hoon
Mere mood swings ko jhel paoge ky,

Me apni life khud k Jeena hai
Mere har kadam pe sath de paoge ky,

Me khus hona chahti hoon
Mere har khushi me hissa ban paoge ky,

Me khone se darti hoon
Mere dar ko galat sabit kar paoge ky....

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" Aise hoon me, sambhal paoge ky "


Me jyada bolti nh hoon
Meri khamoshi se mere dil k hal jaan paoge ky,

Me sochti bahut hoon
Meri overthink ko sambhal paoge ky,

Me insecure bahut hoti hoon
Mere har doubt ko clear kar paoge ky,

Me har choti baaton pe roti bahut hoon
Toh har baar chup kar k mana paoge ky,

Me moody bahut hoon
Mere mood swings ko jhel paoge ky,

Me apni life khud k Jeena hai
Mere har kadam pe sath de paoge ky,

Me khus hona chahti hoon
Mere har khushi me hissa ban paoge ky,

Me khone se darti hoon
Mere dar ko galat sabit kar paoge ky....

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kya tumhe pata hai
mere liye tum kya ho.....

Kitna kimti ho tum mere liye
Tumhare hone se woh ehsaas hua mujhe,

Jo sayariyon me khud ko chupaye baithi thi,
Tumhare samne Khuli kitab bane khud ki kahani bolti hun...

Tumhe kese bataun kyu tumhare samne
yu itrati hun, nakhre dikhati hun , muh bhi banati hun,

Bina jhijhak k Sab bol deti hun tumhe
Par jab baat izhar ki aati hai toh awaz si chali jaati hai,

Tumhe kho dene k dar se, meri sansen ladkhada jaati hai
Par tumhe kya pata mere liye kya ho

Sab samjh jaata hai bina kahe
bas Yahi nhi samjh pata ki
Mere liye tum kya ho.....

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.....Accha lagta hai....

Mujhe na ab nind ki talash hai,
Bas Raato Ko yun hi tere khayalon me jaagna Achha Lagta Hai,

Mujhe Nahi Malum Ki tum Meri,
Kismat Me Ho Ya Nahi,
Magar Khuda Se har dua me tumhe Maangna Achha Lagta Hai,

Na jane Mujhe ye Hak Hai Ya Nai,
Par tumhari Apni Jaan Se Jyada Parvaah Karna Achha Lagta Hai,

Tumhe is kadar Pyaar Karna Sahi Hai Ya Nahi,
Par Iss Ehsaas K sath jeena Achha Lagta Hai,

Hum Dono kav Saath Honge Ya Nahi,
Par Ye khubsurat Khawaab Dekhna Achha Lagta Hai,

Tum Mera Ho Ya Nahi
Par tumhe Apna Kehna Achha Lagta Hai,

Dil Ko Behlaya Bahut Par Manta Hi Nahi,
Shayad ise Bhi tumhare Liye Dhadkna Achha Lagta Hai.....

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मेहफील में हमे बहुत नजारे दिख रहे है,
हम तो यह देख रहे है तुम्हे कितने देख रहे है |||

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Midnight thoughts......

I dont know which part of me
wants you more...

My lips that crave
yours
pressed against mine
or
My skin
that is starving the sensation
of your fingers..

but i guess it doesnt really matter.
because i wouldnt mind
having every part of
you.....

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Perfect

I was never perfect
Skinny body and bad skin
I could never be perfect,

I took my mirror off the wall
I couldn't stand the sight
of my own body
"Why couldn't 1 be perfect"...

I saw the girls in the magazines
Attractive body and glowing skin
Everyone loved them
They were perfect....

I wanted to be just like them
To be perfect like them
So I eat healthy,do exercise
Did my makeup....

I put back the mirror
My body; there was barley any change
My face; I looked beaten
With tears rolling down my face
"I just wanted to be perfect".....

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.....The Job hunt.....

In the hall of learning, where mind ignite,
Student chase dreams with all their might.
Dreams and hopes, aspirations high,
But soon they find, the world's a sky.

With degrees in hand,they venture out,
Into a realm, rife with doubt.
Jobs are scarce, competition fierce,
Each application met with a pierce.

Resumes polished, they dress for the fight,
Facing rejection, day and night.
Interviews come, but few doors open wide,
Yet still they strive, with hope as their guide.

Weeks turns to months and years may pass.
Yet in their hearts, a flame held fast.
Bills pile high, and loans weight heavy,
But they press on, their resolve unsteady.

But in the heart of every student bold,
Resides a fire that cannot be sold.
With presistance and grit, they persevere
Their dreams alive, despite the fear.

Within the struggle, their strength take flight,
Propelling them forward, through the darkest night.
For in their journey, amidst the strife,
They'l forge their path claiming their life
For within the struggle, they'll come to see
Their dreams fulfilled, unbound and free.

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....Silent Echoes....

Sitting alone, unseen and unheard,
My silent cries go unnoticed,
Invisible to those nearby,
My heart heavy with neglect,
Ignored, forgotten, I slowly fade away.

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