I am not allowed to miss you,
But I do...
Logic and reason, finds no season-
In this forever;
I just need to know you are well,
I just need to know you are thriving,
I just need to stop needing all this,
But I can't seem to.

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It did be a very confusing universe,
Filled with here and there,
Implausibilities and impossibilities.

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Sometimes I wonder if my love for you,
Is just a curse re glorified as love!
You came and stayed rent free in my mind,
To the extent of unbelievable!
Like how can any human,
Think about another human,
That constantly!
Not even a mother wonders,
About her own flesh and blood that much!
Yet, here I am, wondering-
What do you need from me, you ask?
Nothing really, just need to know you are fine!
You ran, you played, you are ok, you are alive-
Why? I really do not know!

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I posted two minutes before 10 pm-
That's how active I am!!!
If typing was a sport,
Then I did be an Olympian!
If reading was a sport,
I did be a Greek God,
Right about now!
The clock ticks , just minutes away from 10,
Now I must rush, let these lines be
My Cinderella shoe left behind!

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to
On some days,
Let it be, let it be,
Only on some days,
What am I to do,
If it is so most days,
Let it be, let it be;
I will convince myself otherwise,
For how else to live,
If not under the delusion of living;
But some days I do wonder,
am I truly alive, without you?

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Am I breathing for me?
Isn't this yours?
'yes' heart murmurs

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Longing from you with every fiber of my being,
So much so that I am no longer sure,
If I am breathing for myself or you.

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Is your longing for me,
At par with,
My craving soul?

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The last thing I do,
Will be to hurt you;
I did rather,
Be hurt myself!
For me that is love-
I don't know what it is for you;
I wish to say,
I make no claims;
But I believe,
I have made a claim,
We are strangers,
Yet, we are not.

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Without intending to,
Have I found a home in you?
Now what do I do?

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