Without you, I am incomplete
With you, it's hard to breathe.

Constant war between my brain and heart,
No matter what logic says, my emotions differ apart.

To be with you, I gave my best
To be without you, I gave my worst.
In the end
none of them worked.

Standing where I was
Struggling for what I want.

They say the hardest thing is money to earn,
I say it's run away from the one you love.

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इतनी बेरंग तो नहीं थी में
जितना तेरे छूने से हो गई हूँ

आई तो कूछ फीके रंगों में जान भरने थी
पता नहीं था कि तू बची हुई चमक भी उड़ा लेगा

प्यार की झूठी चादर ओड कर तूने
नफरत का हर मंजर दिखा दिया

मासूम सा दिल था मेरा
बस प्यार ढूंढ रहा था
जालिम तूने मासूमियत के साथ
उम्मीद का दामन भी छीन लिया

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The one not mine still who always stayed in my mind,
The man I could never loved
But nor hated too,
To the one I never chased but never ran away from,
The man whom I never missed,
but never forgotten about too,
The one who never became my lover
But was not my friend either,
The man I never shared my pain,
Yet, he became my healer.
The man who I call as my Grey,
Coz he was never my black or my white 💔

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Ye kaunsa pyar hai
Jahan logo ko khushi or sukoon milta hai
Humein to har ghadi takleef or jaleel hone ka thofa milta hai
Kaun hain vo khushnaseeb jinka pyar unhe muskarate dekhta hai
To khush hota hai
Humara to ankhon me pani dekh k sota hai

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Tum sirf pyar nahi jaan the humari,
Sirf intezaar nahi ibadat the humari,
Pyar ki gehrayai, dard ki inteah ne bta di humari ,
Tum zid nahi dhadkan the humari,
Ruthe tumse to manane ka haq bhi sirf tumhe tha,
Sikwa kya karein hum gero se, hume to humare Pyar ne hi lut liya.

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Yes! I don't crave for you, anymore.
Not loving you is not what I dream of.
Alas! Your arms are what I call home.

Just letting you go until you come as a whole,
A version of you that's mine from mind and soul,
Counting days doesn't matter at all,
Waited for you so long.

Always remember holding your hand is what
I am waiting for.

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If you love someone
You give them space and time
To heal their wound and let them go
If they are meant to be with you
They will come back.
Till then, try to be ready
To accept them with open arms.
And
No questions asked.
That's the highest form of love
To achieve.
Let the love flow.

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She gave it all to be yours
So much that
She left with nothing inside her at all.
Stayed so that she won't get blamed
Still, the one who left first always gets slayed.
May be she got too hurt to stay.
All along, you never thought about what she craved.
You didn't deserve her to be at the altar on that date.
Love and respect were all she desired.
But it looked too much to you,
in your so-called "give and take"
No regrets, she knew
She deserves better.
And herself is all she ever had.
Leaving you was the best she did.
So she could be saved.

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Meet me
The one who could never see
love or devotion in your eyes,
Although that's what she always seeked.

Funny it may sound
But that's how it works,
you now know.

Was just scared to be in love with you,
Gathering the courage to tell you
Yes ! I am in love with you,
Coz how can I not,
When I am just another you.

All I need to do
Is wait
To be in your arms,
Hug you and tell you,
Yes ! I do.

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Manifestation doesn't work
If you keep resisting.
The universe will not keep on offering
If you keep denying.

The first win of healing is
To finally open your heart chakra
And accept the love that comes your way with open arms.

Stope being scared,
You survived till now
You can survive a lot more.

That smile is waiting on the other side
Grab that key lying Inside.

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