You changed the way you didn't want to.
You blame who once was your lover
For the cruel new you.
You blame the society
For the unapologetic you.
You blame your parents
For the self-destructive you.
Think about it,
Maybe you're just older, aren't you?

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I just stay low.
I'm silent and quiet.
I just go with the flow everyday.
If i got reminded of you, i miss u
If i got invited, i accept it
If i have work, i do it
If I'm tired, i sleep
I don't care and don't dare to resist.
Because i know if i fight to get over you, I'll loose.

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Thanks to god i have no will to live,
I'm just thinking about you.
Thanks to god i dont prioritize myself,
All i care about is what you do.
Thanks to god all my love for me is gone,
It all went to you.
And mercy my lord mercy for
If someday i happen to wish for life,
What would it cost?
I'll will rise like a Phoenix from the very ashes of you.

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GREED

All you need is the glow you have now when your eyes smile.
All you need is the song you hum when you're shy.
All you need is the light you have in darkest darks.
And all you need is a road to drive by the love at first sight.
All you need is the strength you show instead of flight.
You have it all and you still complain of not having enough in life....
And dear reader, yes, greed is what makes us thrive.

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THE LAST STRING

Hold on to it, read into it,
As long possible as you can.
Because the brightest star is still looking your way
Even though you don't see it and one never can.
So chant "I will be there" when everyone says you can't.
"Don't you loose hope" It's an old lore now,
But I bet it works! So now don't you show me your back.

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You realise not everyone thinks like you,
& your people were never yours.

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Red, so is my vanity,
Moon that is my last sanity.
Down here on earth,
People have different filthy colours.
But for one day i'll like to get coloured in moonlit humanity.
So i wish us all that tomorrow brings a new vibrant ecstacy.

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IT'S SO HUMAN

I look out my window at night, and see the night light coming through the neighbour's window opposite mine.
I get relaxed seeing it and anxious when its not lit. I've never talked to them.
And its weird how just mere presence of them gets me feel this way.
We're connected in more ways than we know. Its just nice to think that.

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Hey where are you all??
Am i invisible?
I think most of you can't relate to love,
Because you'd need to experience it first hand.
To relate to someone bliss, one have to or must had been in bliss. And it's just sad unfair reality how only a few could experience it, and those handful don't even realise they are in bliss. You know what's the next big thing increasing day by day except global warming? NOT LOVE.

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The sunflower became a sight
When once the sun kissed her awake
And her petals shined like in no other light.

Since then when the sun sets in the west
She turns with anticipation to the east
And waits night and night and pretends to sleep
So the sun would return and kiss her again.

In love with the warmth she promised the sun
That she will always look only at his way
Like I promised you when you agreed to be mine.

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