JUST SO LITTLE PAIN
A few words left their traces,
Casting wet pearls from your eyes.
These long nights, they said something
I left you to choke on restless breathing.
Each letter of your name
I can feel deep inside my ears.
Felt like we are parting away soon.
This agony is very little,
Would you ease that for me?
This distance is just so little,
Can I ease that for you?
Not sure which season reminds me of you
Which one of your dreams, I am trying to fulfill?
I can keep my entire life infront of you,
But it won't be enough when you're angry on me.
It's so hard to express everything I feel
The urge of your name echoes in my chest
Why do I feel you are drifting away?
This pain is just so little for me, still
Don't know why I'm overthinking
Thoughts of our romantic fairytale
Would be some pious blessing
Wouldn't let end this feelings,
Just like this, my love!
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I don't aim on hurting people.
But there's a storm inside my heart
So whenever someone gets too close
They intercept some of my pain!-
THE COMPLICATED LOVE
They say love is complicated.
But it's not complicated.
People are complicated.
Love is simple...
It is making two cups of coffee
In the morning, instead of one.
It is 'text me when you reach home',
'call me when you need to...'
Listening without saying a word.
It is 'this song reminds me of you',
And 'I understand how you feel',
And 'with you, I become a little bit more real'.
It is inventing a million reasons
Just to keep talking,
Even though it's late at night.
It's using words like 'see you later'
As a substitute for 'goodbye'.
Don't get me wrong!
Love is effort. It is not ease.
But it isn't quite as complicated,
As they want you to believe.-
I GOT YOU
We got you and me,
And both of our colours
Love so deep, so let's
Dive into each other,
See the motions,
Turn into moments.
Lying in the ocean
Of your thoughts and
Like I forget what I wanted
Cause I get it. Yeah I do!
Yeah, I got you!
I forget the ways I am broken
When you hold me tight
Without no taking
And sometimes I am
Way too drunk for love
I feel like it's time I open up
Are my weird thoughts
And words enough for you?
Now I can't explain it all
But we gotta make it work
Cause all I think,
I have are just delusions
And all I'm saying is that-
I got you. Yeah!-
I still get so messed up
Just thinking of you.
The pain in my chest
Got me feeling so used
I put on a mask
I wish it was true
My dear,
Why'd it end so soon?
I've been fighting my chest
And the demons inside my head.
Hoping that one day it'd change.
I've been lost
In a world full of people.
They don't even care
If I'm drowning inside of my pain.
I've been stuck in a cold place.
I miss the days we would talk more.
Now it's hard when it's bleeding.
It's hard to complain
When I'm typing a message.
And it hurts to think that
That I wasn't so perfect for you.-
BEING LOVED
I don't feel like I need to impress you,
To keep you here.
You might not think that means much,
But I've been fighting for people
To stay for so long,
That I thought I would have
Forgotten how to love someone.
And how to just be loved.
And let my existence be the
Only thing they are looking for in me.
Thank You!
For helping me believe that-
I have always been enough.
That I don't have to be anything more.
That I shouldn't feel like being loved,
Is something I have to beg for.-
THE LIGHTHOUSE
They told me my job description,
But I think I've got it wrong.
They said I was supposed to-
Man the Lighthouse
And save lost ships, from going down.
But everytime I saw the ships,
I forgot about the light...
I dove headfirst into the sea,
And swam to save their life.
I drowned us both in the process.
The ships never reached the shore.
I ended up helping less, then I,
Meant to be helping more.
I think when they told me
To help people with my LIGHT,
I mistook that word...
Amd tried to save people with my LIFE.
I know i should have turned the light on.
I know i should have taken their advice.
But I don't know what love is,
If it is not Sacrifice!-
GRIEF
They say grief is just Love
With no place to go.
But I can't spend another day,
With love rotting away in my chest.
My heart is so full of leftover love,
It's beginning to leak through
All of my cracks.
It's spilling on to strangers,
And overflowing on to friends.
It's flooding all the streets,
And it doesn't seem end.
And I guess it's kind of beautiful
And kind of tragic too.
That the world is filling up,
With all the love that was meant for you!
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My Biggest Fear
Is that we were meant to be.
What if we were wrong?
What if we missed out
On all the ways we were
Supposed to love eachother.
What if timing and space
Was just an excuse that we used
To separate two hearts,
That beats simultaneously.
Maybe we are going on to
Live the rest of our lives watching
The Wrong Story Unfold!-
...but still
It takes guts to be blunt
To speak about what's hidden inside.
It's a painful risk, happily accepted.
Waiting for your next reply...
Hoping you would like it
Else, it's the end? My travel companion!-