I can do
I am doing
I did it!

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when in the process of growing
you realise you have forgotten
yourself the way monument
start to deteriorate as time passes
and lose its value and bond of attraction towards itself although everyone appreciates how far it has come.
That sudden feeling of realisation
feels dark.

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I was sincere to
him and
I still am...

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unexpected things to occur.
The more we think for something
the more turns life gives us

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we think of action
to make them real.

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was the day i lost myself
lost my innocence ,
lost my way to kindness.
And now will never fall
in the trap of feelings.
Because now i am
turning into new me.

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Everything is temporary
so is love
i think i like you
but i want to escape this feeling
because it will hurt
to see you leave
because everything is temporary
so does you
it is unbearable pain too see you leave
to see you by coincidence
to get your message suddenly
to suppress my feeling for you
to see myself in pain
an undescriable pain in stomach
and body aches
a sudden fear of lossing you even though you are not mine
a sudden pain attack in body
everything is just soo immense deep
overflow of emotion.
I just want to escape this feeling of desire
attraction care admiration
I want to escape the feeling of love
because i think i love you!
but everything is temporay
and so does you.

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found something
lost herself
lost that thing
lost herself more
now
trying to find herself...

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admiration that i hold
for them to stand so bold
elegance that they maintain
to be in a long row sequence...

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lost in the void
lost for the good
waiting to be surround
waiting to be found

by the one i loved
by the one i cared

and thats what i meant
and thats all what i resent,

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