Here it goes again,
Every single moment repeating itself
Yet again, I feel this urgent need
To talk to,
Be heard & understood.
And I wish, someday,
A day soon, I'll meet 'the one'
And be at ease for
I'd talk, be really-
Heard and understood.
But then again what if do not!
What if I could not!
What if there's none!
It's all just a play of 'wishes' after all!

Then I'd take refuge in writing.
Yes! Again!
For it's true & very much tangible.
Blank & white sheets to
Let it all out:
Fleeting doubts & lasting desires
Fear of uncertain
Yet faith in the fate.

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It was all bright and beautiful,
Mountains and green grass,
Ponies and a yak
That's what I see
In those photographs.

No memory left
It felt strange
As it all started afresh

But from then on I remember it all:
Dear to me, I held tight,
Others held me tight-
Ones that resist to go,
Rest faded- simply on their own

There were moments
- mere a memory now -
As I've felt them before
I know I've got to travel
And that, there's a
Long Way Back Home!!!

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There are many walks home to an empty house
Waiting for somebody to chase the darkness out
And I keep on waiting for time to slow down
And I keep on hoping for love to come around
And I don't know how to make sense of the things that I feel

-Elina

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How much sorrow can I take
Blackbird on my shoulder
And what difference does it make
When this love is over
Shall I sleep within your bed
River of unhappiness
Hold your hand upon my head
Till I breathe my last breath

Oh! woe-oh woah is Me
The last time that you touched me
Oh! will wonders ever cease
Blessed be the mystery of love...

- Sufjan Stevens

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I'll tell you one day
The way I cherish tiny moments spent with you
Endless laughter, endless joy
Wisdom and courage you gave
I'll tell you one day
The way I hurt myself with your reckless words
Mornings I woke to trembling fear
I'll tell you one day
How I wanted to get rid of you
And still prayed for things to get just fine
Of how proud yet annoyed I am of you
I'll tell you one day
How it felt growing without you
And how bad it hurts digging the past now
I'll tell you everything
One day, one day soon
Maybe...
But I'm afraid
Whether I can
Whether I should
What if I get too late!!?

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How did it began when there was no love!
How they managed throughout with no love!
How far will it go without any love!

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I mistook plane for a shooting star
Not just once
But more than twice
Soon I realised
I misunderstood
Upset for a while
Still I chose to smile
For they're still up there
Brightning million more smiles

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If not first, I'll be the last:
Last one you can think of
When in grief,
Keeper of long lost hope,
Resort to your misery.

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Cheers to all
That we've came through
Cheers to all
That made us grow
Cheers to Life
Cheers to Us

Wish You A Very Happy New Year

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It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well...

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