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I couldn't even tell him the state of my heart by words
And he couldn't get that what does this silence means
Your presence taught me the seasons poetry
Your spaking eyes taught me, what the intoxication is!
How my eyes met him, the atmosphere become brightened
And Today I came to know, what the magic of love is

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Even the innocence needed time to get proved
But he didn't loose much according to them cox he is alive yet what he lost is precious to him and he dies every day
He lost his 40 years in prison
He lost his young essence
He couldn't see his father for the last time
He couldn't fulfill his mother's last wish
He was not their for his sister when it was the most special day of her and she wanted him beside her
His beloved couldn't waite for so long and she is married now
AND NOW RETURNING HOME
He went first to the cemetery of his parents and cried until fainted
And he says nobody recognise me
And always shed tears and screams
Why??? it took so long why it took 40 years of my life to prove that i am an innocent
What I lost was precious......it was precious it was really precious

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Dearest Diary
Thanking you for letting me pen down back then
But no more i want to turn the pages cox i am afraid of all the hopes which are shattering today and telling me they were false illusions i had.

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World's Aderoble Baba
My Baba named me Aneeqah Zehra
Aneeqah "neat and clean" and
Zehra the daughter of our holy PROPHET PEACE BE UPON HIM.....
My Baba always says (KOOR GAYE NOOOR) A daughter is light
My Baba says Daughters are the cause of thier parent to go to paradise
I may find a prince one day but you are always my king
I never can forget Baba when you were going though the toughest time back 2008
Still you used say me go and study go and study i want you to be successful
Baba calls me Baita cox he says i am not less than a son
A mom is paradise but the door to paradise is BABA
Mere har kushi puri karnae wale mere BABA hai
How much i grow up i am still that small princess to my Baba
Baba chu siran aasan sarpooos (A father is a secret keeper of daughter)
Almighty i pray to you
Bless my Baba with health happiness joy
And bless us to become أولت إ ساليه (aawlaat-e-saliha)
Almighty bless my Baba with your blessings 🙌
I LOVE YOU ADEROBLE BABA

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When you try your best, but you don’t succeed;
When you get what you want but not what you need;
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep;
Stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace.
When you love someone, but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you.
And high up above or down below,
When you’re too in love to let it go,
But if you never try you'll never know,
Just what you’re worth.

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Maybe there’s no answer
Maybe this isn’t the answer either
It’s just that loving myself
Doesn’t require anyone else’s permission
I’m looking for myself again
But I don’t wanna die anymore
Me, who used to be sad
Me, who used to be hurt
It’ll make me more beautiful
Yes, I have that beauty
Knowing that is going
On the path to loving myself
It’s what I need the most
I’m walking for myself
It’s an action needed for me
My attitude towards myself
That’s the happiness I need for me
I’ll show you what I got
I’m not afraid because it’s me
Love myself
From the very beginning
To the very end
There’s only one answer
Why do you keep trying to hide under your mask?
Even all the scars from your mistakes make up your constellation

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I’m opening my eyes in the darkness
When my heartbeat sounds unfamiliar
I’m looking at you in the mirror
The fear-ridden eyes, asking the question
Loving myself might be harder
Than loving someone else
Let me admit it
The standards you made are more strict for yourself
The thick tree rings in your life
It’s part of you, it’s you
Now let’s forgive ourselves
Our lives are long, trust yourself when in a maze
When winter passes, spring always comes
From the eyes of the cold night
I try to hide myself
As I keep tossing and turning ey
Maybe I fell in order to take the place of those countless stars
The target of thousands of bright arrows is me alone
You’ve shown me I have reasons
I should love myself 

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Dear Aayan
Life went through happiness and sadness life was rough and tough untill you came with tye ray of light. I don't know Wheather this letter is enough or not but i wanted to say some stories don't get thier destination ends but keep revolving in the universes in happiness in light in sunshine.
Dad has already find a guy for my marriage I couldn't say NO
You will always be alive in my heart
For all good things anyone does i will remember you.
For all the blessings anyone counts
And then your name which is ...........

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