तू ही दर्द है
तू ही है दवा
बता कौन मेरा
तेरे सिवा
तू ही धूप मेरी
तू ठंडी हवा
बता कौन मेरा
तेरे सिवा
तू है जिंदगी
तू ही है वज़ह
बता कौन मेरा
तेरे सिवा
तू ही है इनायत
तू ही है सज़ा
नहीं कोई मेरा
तेरे सिवा...
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As I try to withdraw gradually from your embrace,
I feel that excruciating pain
That rips me and my soul apart,
For I had laid my last flicker of hope
In your safe warmth
The hope that had once given me strength
To combat the world and all it's hollowness..
I don't know if I will survive this time
And honestly have no desire left now
I silently sit waiting for the end..
Tears blurring the vision, clogging my mind..
Wishing that the Gods may finally show mercy
And release my soul..
But how can I blame you when I know
The fault lay in my intensity
That always burns everything around me,
That scorches everything I touch
That's the bane I carry since I remember
Always been this replaceable option in everyone's life
While my heart just seeked one lub dub
That belonged only to me...
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अँधेरों में साथ कोई निभाए तो कब तक
किसी के दर्द को कोई अपनाये तो कब तक
दिल ए नादान तेरी किस्मत है तन्हाई
तू बेवजह झूठी आस लगाए तो कब तक ...-
The gawky teenager sat silently on the ground,
Helpless and hapless
Watching it all fall before her,
For they argued and fought endlessly...
She tried to cover her ears with her palms to subdue the harsh noises,
Little did she know that these memories will haunt her for ever and ever..
She wiped her tears with her dress,
And silently walked out..
While knocking at the neighbors door to play with their little one,
She had that smile on her face that she always wore as disguise..
Did she or did she not understand that
?
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This bittersweet longing,
That haunts through the night
This forbidden love,
Transcends all time and sight...
In silence I feel
Our souls entwine,
And welcome this solitude
For it makes you mine...-
Strengthen your thoughts
and keep them positive..
Coz any kind of ailment
first and foresmost needs
soothing energy for it's cure..-
You say you don't need reciprocation in love and that you are happy in the unrequited love?
Alas! You are merely trying to console your poor heart and fool yourself..
Leave alone any other relation, even in case of a parent child relationship where the love is most selfless, one does need to feel it in the form of respect..
And that's so natural.. only when your heart is replenished with love can you keep giving love to others..
So give it a thought.. and start loving yourself..-
Sands of time passed, the seasons changed,
Those moments with you forever remained,
Etched perennially, the feelings true,
With each fallen tear, the love grew,
Lived not in years, but moments spent
... My soul still breathes just your scent ...
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बुझी मगर बुझी नहीं
ना जाने कैसी आग है
खुमार है सुकूं नहीं
ख्याल में भी दाग है ..
ये कशमकश के कहकशां
ये बेकसी ये इम्तिहान
सुना रहा है ये समां
सुनी सुनी सी दास्ताँ...
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